12am
As i listened to the song we once listened together,
I couldn`t control but breakdown again.
Verge of suffocating myself,
As tears juz flowed.
Covered myself tightly,
And teared silently.
1am
At that moment......
I was hoping you could be there for me.
Taking care of me like how you did before.
And be my source of strength and hope.
As i was shivering under my blanket,
I was hoping you could be there for me.
Just like the way you've hug me to sleep,
Giving me all the love and warmth i need.
I hope I pray I wish...
PS: You told me that you hope i could be there
to enjoy the happiness with you.
But.. i reallly do not want to see myself
tear suddenly the moment i'm there.
I wish you could understand how i feeel.
I am sorry......
11:56 PM
gimme kisses
