MyDirtyLittleDarkSecrets And My JuicyLavishAndFlourishingLife

Saturday, July 22

It`s 11pm now. Gonna blog an entry b4 i get out of my seat and go for sum wala wala dreamland. =)))

This week was bad. Feelin so moody. Firstly; was nt feelin well whn i woke up early in e mornin on Monday. And my headache, fever, cough, flu etc etc were killin miee. No mood to go to work neither. And kris urged miee to go back home bt i din. All coz since i made an attempt to wake up and be responsible to go to work no matter how weak my body is. yes i noe. I`m stubborn. And Joey, pamela, Calvin and peeps went down to BJ on Monday. Our dano outlet had changed e name to become Vida. Tues, it`s e same as on Monday. Monday plus Tuesday blues.

At e same time, other den freakin hate takin Mrt between 6pm-8pm, i HATE takin bus at tis time too. The bus was so crowded and vice versa. sighhh. =((((

Wednesday;feelin much more better i tink. Perhaps it`s bcoz i felt tt i`ve a terrible headache at e same time n i could take it no more so i slept at abt 10 plus e day before. And i thought i gonna passed awy leavin all my family and frendx bhind. hw sad could tt be? I`m really afraid and afraid. Would anione mourned and cried for miee whn i`m nt around? Would anione miss miee and sae u lovess miee so much where i miss and loves u guys so much and many many times more your lovess mi too? Would i go heaven or earth? hahaha. Whn i typed tis, i stil rmbed while mi n calvin were debatin abt tis last week; "would u guys believed in heaven and earth?" And we came out w lots and lots of reasons and points. LOLS. so much lovesss.

Thursday;went down to Tradehub 21 straight after work. Another show-house openin sales for us. Showroom and everyting. Helped em with sum set-up. Had a yummy-delicious foods again. Boss`s treats. =))) And Pris drove us back to Je.

Friday;wanted to go down Tradehub again but since so many of my colleagues`ll be down for those set-up stuffs, so i had rather go back office and completed my accounts work or else it`ll pile up like a coastal sand and wil haf no time to complete it.

Saturday; wanted to mit up w maybeline for sum shoppin treats bt... nv get to mit up. Really misses her pretty sweets. Instead; no matter hw unwillingly i`m, i stil haf to go down to Bugis after work today. All coz of e new outlet openin and i haben went down once to see neither. Went to look for calvin as he`s there to help up as well. LOLS. he`s such a humorous guy. can`t stand him. Laughed and screamed like a girl. hahahah. bt without him at work; there won`t be so much laughters den. heehee. Rushed down to IMM frm bugis at e same time. And i`m super sick.

hais. =((((( I`m happy tt i saw Jc on coincidence at Bugis. Saw Yh and Ika at je and imm on coincidence again respectively. so much misses.

Seven month on chinese calendar`s cumin in 3days time. Next tues i tink. And there`s two seven mths tis year. goodness. Usually, my parents would want mi to go back home early durin tis period. No idea why. For parents, they`re superstitious? =)

The one and only one good new tis week. I`ve finally struggled for three months. Yes yes, i`ve been workin as accounts for nearly 100 days and i`m now a confirmed accounts. heehee. Have been waitin for tis for ages. Time passes so quickly workin in tis company. Many of my frendx really thought tt I`ve been workin for more den half a year or so. tt`s wat i feels too. but it`s oni 94 days. hur hur.

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Sunday, July 16

Well, haf been spendin money like nobody business tis week. Though i haf tired all times and all means to urge myself to save up at least alittle every month bt bein nt- a- thrifty person, i spent it as if i`m 'donatin to e charity'. So whn i started workin, i tried to avoid gettin any cash frm my parents or i`m-nt-allowed-to n tried to give at least alittle or part of e fraction of my salary to my parents as well. Whneva i get my salary, i urged myself to spend those money wisely or carefully as it`s my hard-earned salary. Sumtymes, I wondered why my heart-breaks whn i spent all my money at one go in a month bt whn my parents used to give miee money in e past and i spent it all, i dun feel aniting at all. Perhaps tis`s really human nature. I promised to save up alittle nx month as i`ll be spendin money again nx week as well. All thanks to e last week of GSS.

Again, whneva i blogged an entry, i do tried to make my entries as- interestin- as- possible bt it seemed doesn`t help. It`s so un-interestin and i do considered closin down my blog or just leave it as it`s as if it`s a rotten fish lyin quietly on e ground, uneaten n pathetic lookin and no cats were around to grab and eat it.

Finally met up with my secondary school peeps on Wed and today (Sun). Misses secondary school life so much. Wanted to meet up w maybeline, derek and peeps at first as he wanted to get sum tops. In e end, went to town after work with my darling girls (maybeline and wendy) on Wed. So much misses and lovess. Shopped ard fast east and cine. Wanted to buy dresses bt there`s isn`t any nice ones tt i really liked . Dresses`re gradually more expensive at e same time. LOL. Tooks sum pics at e same time. :D Had a super duper great day and yes, ended our day with a fantastic- delicious-yummy kobayashi for dinner bfore takin a train back home. And halfway through e journey, they suggested goin over to JP mac for sum chillin sessions? Saw ferlyn on coincidence. lovess lovess. Reached home at 1215am sharp. All thanks to e bus driver hu did nt stop miee at my usual bustop and i ended up alightin at e next bustop. Stil loveya girls pretty sweets.

Met up with maybeline, derek and chengwee today. Went to town again. Intendin to celebrate derek so called belated- birthday. Misses em so much though. Had yuki sushi. Wanted to watch movies bt ended up shoppin. LOLS. Derek bought a bottom and chengwee a top respectively. And sum other stuffs at e same time too. I ended up with nothin. LOLS. Bought a gift with maybeline for derek at e same time. heehee. Loveya guys lots lots. :D Can`t wait for e nx outin. heehee. Saw samantha on coincidence as well. :D

HAPPIEEE BIRTHDAY JIAWEI! (14 July)

Missya and loveya lots. It`s been really really great havin ya as my frendx for eight years at least. Misses teasin with one another, playin catchin, chattin on fone and sharin lots of conversations, funs n laughers. Life haf been super great eversince we ended up in e same class durin pri.sch days. Laughters fills e air without fails. Hope we could keep in touch for 5 years, 10 years, 20 years or many many years to come. Really can`t wait for e nx gatherin wya like ya asked miee whn`s e nx meet up on Tues. Enjoy ya 18th birthday and may all your wishes cum true. Loveya lots. :D

HAPPIEEE BIRTHDAY DEREK! (15 July)

14 years of frendship. oh gosh. We used to b in e same kindergarden, pri.sch and even secondary sch. Ended up in e same class durin secondary three. Your a great frendx though.

A good-tempered person as well.

Haf a sweet 18th birthday and find ya true love soon. :D Eat more please. Your so skinny by e way.

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Tuesday, July 11

I`m so high today! I`m flyin. :D

Met up w peifang finally. missya lots sweetsss. it`s been one month we hadn`t met up.. And e minute we saw each other, we get so high. Amercian tradition; we hugged of course. We`ve gt so much stuffs to share w one another. oh my goodness. I can`t imagine e never-endin laughters n conversations. We`re best girl-frends ever! loveya much lots sweets. :D

And met up w jiawei today as well. =))) so much misses. i felt so gulity. He was rushin his projects till 4plus in e mornin. And he barely had enuff sleep. He wanted to change to thurs to meet up initially bt in e end. heehee. We met up! His birthday surprisesss advance gift. :D lovess

Happiee sweet birthday Ann. It`s been great noe-in you. Thanks for e cheesecakes n drinks. Thanks for takin care of miee; e medicines n everyting whn we used to work together one year ago. Thanks for those little little care n concerns. Enjoy ya birthday pretty sweets. missya n loveya lots still.

:D:D

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Saturday, July 8

3rd July
went over to cwp after work. Met up w sum peeps. Had dinner and vice versa. Passed sum stuffs to someone. Saw one of my sec.sch peeps on coincidence as well. Took train back to Je and saw smitha n ika on coincidence. Much misses.

6th July
Never-endin workloads. Rushed my stuffs as quickly and as accurate as possible due to e deadline. U noe we shouldn`t make any errors whn we`re doin accounts coz it involved company's money. Checked sales as we ought to report sales to e management on e 7th. Boss reached office. I was told tt gladys bdae falls on e 7th. Celebrated advanced bdae for her in e evenin. Bought cakes as usual. Lights-offs and bdae song.

7 July
Happie birthday gladys! :D
Super unlucky day! Woke up early in e mornin n prepared myself to go to work. No one`s at home as all my family members had already went out. Time`s runnin late. So quickly walked out of my house n locked e main door outside. Whn i reached e lift, i was tinkin whether i`ve locked e door properly. U noe wheneva a person`s in a rush, our brain went blank. Which means tt a household usually had one gate n one main door? I`m tokin abt HDB. ya. I was holdin on to my handfone at e same time and because i`m so anxious, i ran n my handfone dropped. e plastic case broke. sighh. so i went up to my house and checked it out. Indeed. i`m so careless!

:((((

HeeHee. I`m glad tt i`m stil contactin w my long lost pri.sch frendx. I rmb-ed her! Haven`t been see-in her for abt six years. Misses her sooo badly. She spotted miee in frendster and she added miee. We contacted each other through frendster messages n nw in e msn. She`s a taiwanese. At e age of seven i tink, she came over to s`pore to study. We were in e same class for like two years? After takin back our PSLE results which`s on Nov, she told miee she`s migratin to New Zealand. And nw she had stayed there for six years. Stil rmb-ed she`s one of e quietest girl in class those days. Hardly hear her voice. She laughed like a mouse. So soft and gentle. And she suggested goin to clubbin w us whn she came over to s`pore. Pple really change isn`t it? hahaha. Am glad tt she`s doin well there now. Guess wat, she`s comin back to look for miee at e end of Dec tis year or early Jan nx year! Horrary. :D E world`s so small. Actually e girls do talked abt her durin our long awaited pri.sch gatherin last month as well. So much misses n lovess. :D

She sent miee sum of her pics at NZ. Tis pic looked scary though. Bt i stil tink it`s cool. tt`s her in e middle.:D

She`s so pretty pretty nw. Misses her lots. :D Tat`s her in white! :D heehee. lovesss

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Sunday, July 2

Happieee SWEET 18th Birthday huixian! (30th June)

Been really good frendx wya for eight years plus. And i stil rmb ya bdae sweets. Sumhw we do met up once in awhile together after graduatin frm pri.sch and met up w each other on coincidence on e streets. Really sad tt you din attend e gatherin where initally u promised you would meet up w us. On e other hand, i really understands why u can`t make it tt day. Really misses those funs n laughers whn we were in e same class. I stil rmbed those days we used to compete our maths results w each other as our results`re sumhw similar. Rumours and gossips between you n piyang. LOLS. Bt frankly speakin;your really makes a perfect couple those days, goin to ya hse for e sake of nt goin home early i guess or even group projects etc etc. Mani sad n happy memories happened. Much lovesss and missess.. :D

Happieee SWEET 18th Birthday ChingSien! (30th June)

I hated it whn u loved playin MIA. LOLS. Refused to attend all e gatherin tt we planned all these while w all of us. Bt loved ya whn u`re there to console miee, givin miee a helpin hand whneva i`m in doubts. Haf a sweettt sweett birthday my darlin girl. And yes; missya sweets too. Work hard and play hard. Lovesss. :D

Decided nt to attend e bbq with baoxuan, lili n peeps ytd. LOLS. I`m so sorry. Noe i`ve nt been mitin up wya guys this month bt doesn`t mean tt i dun missya guys. I`ve sumting on ytd n in a no way out situation, i`ve decided to sms u guys e day before tellin ya guys tt i`m nt goin. Initally i noe your felt super disappointed bt i promised to attend e next gatherin ya guys planned again okay. (:

And today; I`ve decided to stay home as my dad`s havin his offday. Haven`t really haf a decent chats w him for tis whole week as i`ve oways been out til late everyday. :(((( And i could actually slp for more den eight hrs today. For e sake of barely slp for less den 5hrs everyday. hahaha. Havin panda eyes nw.

Wateva it`s, i stil lovesss lates nites n outings. MISSES my sec. sch peeps n ex. colleagues suddenly. hw`s everyone doin currently? where haf u guys gone to? =))))

:D:D

PS: Someone organise sum gatherin please.

(Hint hint)

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