MyDirtyLittleDarkSecrets And My JuicyLavishAndFlourishingLife

Saturday, May 27

HAPPIEE 'BELATED' BIRTHDAY vic! :))) Been frendx for nine years; (since primary sch daes til nw), i stil rmbed your birthdae sweetiee. Misses those funs, conversations, gossips, gatherin, outings, playin catchin and etc etc. Chattin on e fone for hours and hours. Sharin both happiness and immense sadness w one another! Sendin miee those encouragin messages. Glad to seeya tt dae again. A pity tt u couldn`t turn up for tis recent long-awaited gatherin. No worries, i`ll make sure shuee change to another day where everyone`s available. hehe. oh ya~ vic, i misses zh so much though. hahaha. And thanks for bein such a great frendx. Work hard in year two. Happiee sweet 18th birthday! hugs. :D:D

School vacation started for e primary and secondary sch students. Even e kindergarden students as well. Was listenin to e media and world cup`s cumin! Though i noe nuts abt soccer and everyting. LOLS. Wat attracts miee to listen to it all bcoz there`s a decrease in S`poreans willin to travel to overseas tis summer holiday. For mens especially! hehe. :)):))

Great S`pore Sales (GSS) started ytd. No attractive promotions for e time bein. LOLS. Bein called to go down to suntec and bugis to help out at e retail stores. Freakin annoyed. Midnites sales for us. :)))

Heard a bad new from kris. There`s a indonesia family who consists of eight pple all together. All of em were sufferin frm bird flu. Six of em died in a day. Wat a shockin new! After they investigated, they found out tt it`s nt e animals tt detected or passed the virus wheras`s humans who lived under e same roof; passed the virus to one another. :((

So let`s eat healthy food frm nw onwards. LOLS. No half-boiled eggs and everyting. Never eat foods tat hadn`t been cooked

nor half-cooked.

well, i doubt Singapore would encounter such stuffs. Mani safe measurements were taken? But precautions had to be done as well. hehe. :)):))

Gonna misses peifang badly. sighhh. and yes, i love you my darling ger! ((((:

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Saturday, May 20

Guess wat? I`ve received one of my pri.sch classmates msg despite we`ve lost touch for like million gazillion years. hee. I`m glad tt she stil rmb miee and we decided to gather up for events together w my ex. teachers as well. misses ya lots. (((:

Happy 'belated' bdae Albert. Nice noein you! Had a great time celebratin bdae for him together w all my colleagues. Bought bdae cakes us usual. Those foods, tibits, drinks, candles, lights off, birthdae song etc etc. Simply adores. He was so touched tt he gonna cry out loud at tt moment. Yummy delicious cake ever. There`s beer contained in it. Gladys was like saein; kris, huiyan please dun eat tt piece of cake bfore all our accounts figures turns up to be all wrong. LOLS. Everyone luffed like nuts. hehe. :)):))

I`m alone at home nw. Both my parents n sis`re currently out. Went back straight home after work todae. Wanted to tk a nap bt couldn`t get to sleep. sighhh.. Cancelled todae`s activities as well. Had not been feelin well these daes. Insufficient hours of sleep. Barely sleep abt 5 hours a dae. :((

My boss`s out for work vacation til nx week. No meetings held as usual. hehe. Am so afraid of attendin those meetin and etc. Lots of stuffs to complete it bfore time. The good ting`s tt i get to experience those stuffs tt was held in e meetin room :D:D

The Perfect Lover Game:

I seriously duno who`s e one who created tis. But i was tagged by my frend and cousin as usual. oh well, i juz followed e rules.

My perfect lover?

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 points abt his/her perfect lover.

2. Mention the gender of e perfect lover.

3. Tag 8 victims to this and leave a comment on thier blog.

4. If you`re tagged a second time, there`s no need to do it for a second time.

5. The most impt part`s havin fun doin it.

1.The Eight Points:

- Romantic: Average lookin as usual. Romantic`s a must! Or feelin will fade.

- Well-liked: He muz be well-liked by e pple ard him. I dun mean sumone who all gers goes for. But at least he muz gets along well w everyone ard him.

- Care and Concern: Who would want a lover who dun cares abt you and your family and who only concerns abt his own stuffs?

- Trust: Other den trust. Honest`s one word to replace tis. I dun mean tt he shouldn`t lied or vice versa. For at least he MUST AVOID repeatin e same mistakes again. And everyone lies in sum point of time too. This i dun deny. For he at least muz xplain to miee y he`s doin so.

- Serious: I strongly urge for this moto. There`s time for serious stuffs. There`s time for play.

- Humorous: He must made mi smile from within. To chase awy all my darkclouds and moodswings frm rain to sunshine. But nt to go overboard please.

- Faithful: Understands feelin do fade away and etc. But i canot torlerate a man who goes beyond cheatin bhind his girlfrends or wife. Havin another affair w sumone else or sumting is one such example?

-Hardworkin: I dun go for rich guys actually. (though most gers yearns to have one) For at least he must be a family man who`s willing to work and nt plain lazy. Dislikes.

2. Male of course. i`m straight. LOLS

3. The 8 people:

- Maybeline (For bein my darlin ger for e 6th years le. I noe u definitely haf a long list to share w miee. hahaha. )

- Jiamin (Reads ya blog. Hope u reads mine at e same time too. misses ya lots! Realised tt u`ve just found your perfect lover. so uhh. ya )

- Huizhen (kisses. Just curious. And i noe u do pop by to read my blog sumtimes too.)

- Suling (Just your luck. heh =P)

- Jasmin ( Wanna hear sumting frm sumone younger den miee. yup)

- Wendy (Hadn`t meet up for like million gazillion years. Not sure whether u reads my blog. Just to keep in touch! :D:D )

- Sis ( All bcoz u`re considered to be one of my frends list. )

- Annoymous: ( He used tis nick to tag miee. But i prefer callin him kor. I noe u`ll give miee sum face right? (: )

- Huimin (All coz u`re e last frendx i could tink of right nw)

PS: Actually I stil haf sum more points in my mind. But it stated oni EIGHT. So i`ll just followed e instructions.)

Have fun! :)):))

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Friday, May 19

The Great S`pore sale (GSS) is startin next week! hehe. Frm 26th May til 23rd July i suppose? Time to save up! :)):))

Met up w my special sumone after work last Sat. (: At e same time, passed by to look for zhen and waikien for a while. hee. Great dae out. simply adores! :)))

Work`s dots no words. I mean i`m glad tt i`m employed to work as accounts. Workin on accountin system, sales, receipts, sale targets, AR/AP and vice versa. A touch on on human resources as well. However, it`s tough whn pple dun co-operate w us. They tend to take it so personal. A bad word for accounts is 'spot-check' pple`s stuffs. Wateva envelopes/stuffs tt were sent to miee by post, i 'spot-checks' to see everyting tallys and worked on it bfore i 'keyed-in.' Once it`s nt tally, i ought to call out e representative. i`m melancholic whn they took it so seriously. My goodness. Had meetin w managers and boss. Hope everyting`s settled by now. (:

I`ve changed. Changed into a more straight-forward person. I`ve no idea why. Maybe it`s bcoz i could protect myself for doin so. Even e peers i mix with`s totally different durin sch daes. We tend to be more straight forward. The speech etc. Since i`m 18, and workin in society isn`t as easy as ABC. So wateva doubts we had, wateva tings tt we did was incorrect, we were told off directly. yup.

Finally met up w my sec.sch peeps again ytd. adores. :)):)) Din wanna go at first, all bcoz i`ve just reached home e min lynnie sms miee. I SMELLED BAD. LOLS. Wanted to bathe bt it`s really late. In e end her strong persuasion helped indeed. (is tt e correct spelling?) hahaha. Spoke in a straight forward manner to em as well. I apologised for doin so. I just hope tt all of em reads tis entry. I dun mean to speak in a straight forward manner to ya guys. I realised tt i`ve hurt your feelings. Been so mani years frends, i juz hoped tt your noe which situation i`m referrin to. I`m sorry! :(

After i reached home, i reflected e stuffs tt i did todae and e tings i said. Then i felt tt i couldn`t take back those words i spilled out. Felt gulity. :(( Pple oways saes; we regret mostly not over the tings we`ve done wrong but regretted e tings we did not try doin at all. For miee, I regretted acting in a straight forward manner and i should change to react in a more humble way.

Frends should be treated equally. And for now i felt tt sumtymes 'equal' is nt a good definition to describe frends. Sum pple haf torlerance and sum don`t. And in workin society, i wanted to treat everyone equals bt sumtymes i can`t. So competitive indeed. Nono. I should sae no pain, no gain.

Well, thanks my darlings for those little gifts. Loveya. :))):)))

11:31 PM
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Friday, May 12

Happy Vesak Day! :D:D

Decided to meet up w lynnie and peeps bt was cancelled in e end. :(

Met up w vonne on coincidence after work two daes ago. hee. :)))

Bad memory. Rmb nuts abt wat happened after my birthdae? i mean e events and vice versa. I only noe tt i`m tired.

D-E-A-D B-E-A-T! LOLS.

all right. had a long dae ytd as well. It`s already late whn i left my office w kris. Had a long talk w boss. Met up w jinghao after tt. Actually wanted to meet up w him earlier bt decided to change e time incase i ended late. And e bad new`s tt, i really ends late. LOLS.

Enjoyed all e laughters and conversations w tis sweetie pie of mine. He had lots of stories to share. And of course, he looks really decent and quiet whn i first noe him. One day, we realised tt we click off well and we bcame closer and closer. Perhaps it`s bcoz his bdae`s just one week awy frm me and he`s a taurusian as well. I rmbed whn both of us were workin together at hangten; w mark of course in a particular dae. Mark left e shop early and e only staffs left were oni me and him. I was considered a new staff at tt point of time and ya. So he do all e closin stuffs and etc. e settlement, nets, visa/master and everyting tt oughts to be done after closin e shop. I was told to count e cash flood and etc.

After puttin all e money into e safe box and TOGETHER W INTER STOCK TRANSFER form (IST); which was supposed to be left at e cashier counter. I was really toot tt time and i felt so gulity for bein so careless. We searched high and low for e IST form. And i meant he put in so much time and efforts to complete those IST and i misplaced it. After an hour, i realised sumting. I told him tt

perhaps it`s bcoz i misplaced e IST form together w e cash flood. I took e key frm him and opened e safe deposit box. THE TRUTH HAD REVEALED! How careless. LOLS.

The good new`s tt, he did nt scold me for doin so. However, tt`s whn he could breathe. I could see his sweat flowin down frm his face. We were so nervous in e first place. And yes, after tt, i walked out of e shop and i tot he walked out of e shop as well. He did not. I pulled down e wateva it calls tt n i accidentally knocked on his head. my goodness. The last step; i wanted to lock e shop and i realised tt i wasn`t holdin on to e key and so did him. My goodness again. How careless and careless am I.

I felt so gulity and apologised to him at tt point of time bfore we bid goodbye. The oni ting he saes back`s tt; "It`s ok la. Just tt i had few hrs less to go bac home and rushed my reports and projects. " I felt more gulity. It`s already gonna reach midnite and by e time he goes home and settled everyting; bathe etc and continued to rush his projects and woke up early e next dae for schools and lectures. Seriously, i felt so bad abt it. I tot he would get angry and scolded me bt he didn`t. On tt day onwards; i really felt tt he`s MORE THAN A GREAT FREND! :))) thanks for bein so.

Aniwae, Happy Advanced Birthdae JingHao! For the more den one and the half years i noe you and once every year! I stil rmbed your birthdae dage. haha. HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! Enjoy w your specials and THANKS for being such a great frend! Work hard in year three in poly. Keep your smile and stay e way u`re. You`re such a sweettt talker by e way. heE.

:)):))

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Sunday, May 7

Had an enjoyable birthdaee. woke up w nv endin birthdae sms. Frm kindergarden to pri.sch peeps to sec.sch peeps and my fantastic frendx and colleagues. Did receive msg in e middle of e nite at abt 5am. LOLS. celebrated w my family, darlin frendx as well as my colleagues. Party was postfoned to at nite. And accompanied my family til evenin for sum dinners first. Adores ya guys. Thanks ya guys. Those greetin, sms-es, gifts, fonecalls, testimonials and vice versa. Many many thanks. (:

Polling dae ytd as well. Results out! And PAP won e most seats as usual excludin Potong Pasir and Hougang. Jurong`s a walkover. so ya. My parents do nt haf to vote. In five yrs time, i`ll b eligible for e next election? I guess? hahaha. hee.

Election`s over. So over these years, PAP had a great record. Two were won by e opposition; led by e MPs Chiam See Tong and Low Thia Khiang. I just hope tat PAP would fulfil all thier promises. Upgradin of e older estates and lifts, helpin e needy and e poor etc. It really breaks my heart whn all those elderly people climbin ups and downs e stairs by emselves. :(

Well. Gonna go out nw for sum celebrations again. (i noe my bdae had over bt...) It`s sun and another week`s over. Monday Blues again. On a happier note, there`s a public holidae next week. One more offday. hehe. :)))

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Friday, May 5

oh gosh! BIRTHDAEE SURPRISE :D:D

okie. 1 more hr to my birthdaee. and yes, i`m offically 18 years old. Gettin older and older. my goodness. very soon would b twenties. By then, you`ll realise time passes more quickly. :)):))

Though tml`s my actual bdaee. It`s such a coincidence tt it falls together w the votin daee. I`ve started receivin messages, testimonials, fone calls, gifts and even BIRTHDAEE SURPRISEE frm my wonderful frendx n colleagues todaee.

Woke up and received messages wishin miee an advanced 18th birthdae. Received BIRTHDAE GIFTS frm my wonderful pals. went to work and kris started wishin miee a happy birthdae and bought a mini cake for miee. Next, exchanged birthdae greetin n hugs w my darlin peifang. Her birthdae falls todae and mine tml. Though i only noe ya for like less den a mth. we seem to noe each other for like yrs. We shared e same common interests. Both of us`re born frm e dragon year. Same horoscope and we`re taurus. such a coincidence.

Back to work. Busy w workloads and had my break at noon. Back to e office. tick tock. e clock struck at abt 2pm. And Guess wat? I received Birthdae Surprises. I nv expect e whole office to noe my birthdae falls tml. They started closin e lights n i tot`s a blackout. My boss bought miee a cake and everyone started singin a birthdae song for miee. Together w peifang. We hugged again. and yes, am so touched so touched. Make A Wish n both of us cut e cake together. Thanks to my bloved colleagues. Thanks Amy, christine, christie, joey, kelvin, kris, Jason, gladys, ahpoh, albert, my boss n his wife. Love ya guys lots. :)):))

More celebrations tml w my family n frendx. hur hur. :D:D

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Monday, May 1

Happy Mayday!

Happy Labour dae!

Happy progress package dae too! (:

Happy Birthdaee KF! :D:D

Four mths had passed. well, ytd its been a long dae for miee. so called our 'family dae' woke up early in e mornin. took turns to bathe. prepared, changed and went for my cousin`s hse warmin. E event starts at noon. Had branch there. Ate buffet. Quite a number of variety foods to choose frm. Tt`s greedy. hee :))

Chatted and yes, a brand new hse. Simple yet nice. How i wished i had a hse of my own. haha. Stil a long way to go. Lots of plannin ought to b done. Buyin and ownin a hse aren`t easy at tis stage neither. Nids lots of cpf in our account or provided we haf lots of cash. Lots of bills to pay. Electricity and vice versa. Most imptly; a hardworkin bf who`s willing to work and shared part of e expenses. :)):))

Stayed til afternoon. Decided to go shoppin w my family. However, i felt tt there`s nth to shop in s`pore aniwae. haha. so decided to go IMM in e end. Stayed there for few hours. can`t believed tt. It`s a small place yet there`s stuffs for us to shop. Bt most of time were taken up at giant. Long queue.

Went to look for my frendx as well. They`re so funky pretty and cool. hee. misses em lots. saw many peeps on coincidence as well.

Saw kelvin on coincidence at one of e retail stores. LOLS.

Saw ferlyn on coincidence while i was walkin towards Old chang kee. Actually she called miee. e humorous part`s tt, i dropped my stuff on e floor once she called up my name. LOL. misses her lots.

Saw shufang n peeps on coincidence outside DMK. kisses.

Saw chiman on coincidence on my way home. He called up my name out loud while i was usin fone. LOL. chatted. so surprised. hugs.

Out todae again. Back home now. Off i go. Decided to watch 'I`m Not Stupid Two' and 'House of Fury again'. hur hur. lovesss.

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