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Hui Yan
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Thursday, September 28
Chalet cancelled.=( For i`m so lookin forward to e day havin all sorts of funs, talks, laughters n sleepless nights. But it was cancelled in e end. I even asked my mum to buy a smaller toothpaste, found a new toothbrush, packed my soaps n i even tot of wat to wear durin chalet be it night or durin daytime. We even planned wat types of games to play on Sat. And i even postfoned gatherin w sum peeps. how sad? yup. As we only decided to book a chalet on Mon. So we tried to book at tat place with lots of facilities, it was fully booked in e end. Saddenin. LOLS. well, it`s okay. we gonna haf a feast nx week though. So lookin 4ward.=)
I had a super duper great day today. Met up w maybeline n wendy after work. I like e gatherin today. simple yet e atmosphere`s great.=) I was late as usual. so sorry girls. Missed a train n i had to wait few mins again to board another one. Reached JP. Shopped, eat, slack, chilled, chatted. And ya. It was great la. Really treasured ya girls so much. It was so relaxing though. Free from worries day=) And i tink maybeline wanna meet up to head over to Sentosa! awwww. How excited la. LOLS.
Wondered wat i gonna do on Sat after work though. Chalet cancelled. Frendx outing postfone. Any suggestions?!
And ya. How i wished i could meet up wya everyday. Your reminiscin eyes, your cuteness, your lameness and your imagination. The most sweetest smile ever. really missya lots. :D

11:59 PM
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Wednesday, September 27
HAPPIEE BDAEE PEG! i stil rmb ya bdae sweetss. 8 yrs of frendship n we`re stil keepin in touch w each other. goodness. missya soo much. It`s a pity tt you can`t join us for e last gatherin yet i really understand why u can`t make it. I really misses those days where we hang out together til late nites, revision after sch, encourages each other, heart-to-heart talk. those funs, sorrows n tears. Though we met up once in a while only, or on coincidence and vice versa. i really treasured you lots. Thanks for always bein there for mi whneva i nid sumone to tok to.=) You`re really a great frend! Let`s keep in touch til we grow old please. :D Do tkcare girl (; Noe tt u haf insufficient hrs of slp recently. Really loveya lots!=))
I must be crazy. But i`m super duper happy ytd. Other den 17th, 26th marks e best date for e month of Sept as well. The clock struck 23:37:27. I tot i muz be dreamin or tinkin too much. But it just happened. And i`m soo super duper happy la. grins :D
Whn i closed my eye at abt 1am last nite. I was tossin on e bed and i can`t slp! Til i thought tt i would be in sum lala dreamland after an hour or so, my fone was vibratin. It`s a goodnite msg frm a frendx. goodness. Yet i stil misses tt frendx of mine soo much la. And we gonna meet up nx mth. grins. I insisted.XD And tt frendx noes it well. hahaha.
oh ya. HAPPY FASTING to all my malay frendx. Though i`m far too late. At least it`s better to be late den never right?

8:31 PM
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Monday, September 25
weddin dinner was fabulous. Foods aren`t tt bad though.=)

I can`t slp these few days nite. Even though i was so weary but i just can`t slp. Wat`s wrong w miee nwadays? I had to force myself to slp every nite.=(

There`s a bbq cum chalet cum gatherin tis friday. Wil b celebratin Francis advance birthday. 3 days 2 nites. =) Wil be stayin over for friday only i suppose? They`ll be plannin lots of activities on Sat as well. Bowlin,games,sports,ktv,swimmin?(omg) and JACKPOT!! hahaha. grins.

Gonna gather up w my sec.sch frendx on Thurs as well. can`t wait to meet up wya guys. missya guys sooo much. hehe.

7:50 PM
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Saturday, September 23
I read a frendx' blog. Her latest entry. And tis`s how i feels for the longest time possible, but all i did was to put on a facade. I thought tat would help. However it`s of no use at all.
I`ve so so much to sae. So much to share. But i juz duno how to put into words. Sumone saes; i dun seem to be as cheerful as bfore. Juz bcoz tis particular person seldom sees miee smile as much as before. Seriously, i juz duno hw to answer back. All i do was to avoid.
Pretty funny isn`t it? whn sumone whom u`ve not seen for a long time smses you and asked you how haf you been doin? All we did was to reply; 'i`m fine? Life`s great? etc etc. All busy w tis and tat.' Seldom we see any other special reply. Tat`s how i feels la.
I misses my darlin frendx so so much. It`s gonna be a long list if i typed em all out. Can`t wait to gather up w ya guys though. so much misses. and my sec.sch frendx. awww.
:D
Gonna be a short entry. Shall go prepare now. My cousin`s gettin married today. And i`ve not yet started to iron my clothes, shower and vice versa. Gonna be late. hahaha

2:20 PM
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Sunday, September 17
I wondered should- i- nt leave a tagboard in my blogspot? I guess many of my frendx reads my entry more den they tagged. So as usual; whn i`m melancholic, they wouldn`t go through tagboard instead they`ll send those encouragin messages through sms or msn. =))

A blessing that i was nt asked to go down to Suntec to set up our atrium sales durin midnite. :D

Celebrated Christie and Calvin advanced birthday on thurs. Super duper great day on tt day. As usual, there`s birthday cake, candles, lights off, foods, tibits, drinks and birthday gift. We bought a bag for Christie and Calvin respectively. Happiee Birthday to u guys. Do enjoy and haf a blessed birthday. Adores you guys lots.

Two days of sleepless nites. Walkin panda currently.=(

The primary-sch gatherin is here once again. Stil rmbed our last gatherin falls on 24th June'06. And within less den three months, we planned a gatherin ytd. (16 Sept'06) This date was discussed like 1 plus mth ago. LOL. More peeps turned up tis time den the previous one. I tink oni a quarther and more turned up on 24th June. More den twenty pple turned up ytd. Sum pple were not able to make it. But we dun intended to postfone tis date.

Met all of em at about 0830pm. Initally, all of us suggested goin to KTV. As usual, sum pple were late for tis gatherin. Chungjie came down after his work. We headed for dinner first as many peeps had not eaten yet before waitin for yuehua n yiming to arrive. So all of us as in (miee, shuee, shuzhen, weiying, derek, ghimyong, houwei, neng, shino, weiyang, lishi, weiquin, yueshun, jiayong) went to sum japanese restaurant to eat. I bought drinks only while others ordered food to eat. Weiyang, shino, houwei etc had already taken thiers so they headed to arcade. Was really awkard at first as all of us`re frm diff. classes. And sum might not noe who e person`s or 4got thier face. Glad tat everyone gathered n chatted with each other despite sum we haf not met up for ages or they oni c em for e first time.

Weiquin, lishi and jiayong went off first after dinner. Finally, yuehua n yiming had arrived. =) So we were decidin whether to go ktv. So all of us decided to check the prices (packages). It was super ex. We went arcade for awhile while waitin for e others to arrive. Next, kuangwei came to mit us. Jiawei came over to mit us after 10pm. goodness. He had gt sumting on before tt. Huixian came to look 4 us as well. I misses her soo much. Finally we met up=) Chungjie came after tt. Yuanlin came to look for us for awhile and sum guys left again. =((

So final decision, we decided to chill out and watched midnite movies. Only ten pple decided to stay and watched. The movie called 'The Host' The plot were rather un-interestin. LOLS. seriously. Even jiawei noes how and wat`s e storyline like bfore watchin. hahaha. Super funny. We din expect the girl to die though. Alittle humorous and scary here n there. But houwei said he dozed off in between sum of e parts. Shuzhen n shuee left n they took a cab back home. Houwei left after tt as well. They gt to work e nx mornin. yup.

So left seven of us. (miee, jiawei, neng, derek, chungjie, yuehua n yiming) We chatted and we ton-ed til e nx mornin.
Super great. They ate mac after the movies n vice versa. So we separated into 2 diff. grps first. Miee,neng n jiawei decided to stroll ard and we sit down at sum benches and we shared many stuffs. Talked our hearts out. Nice weather. The rest of em sit outside mac to chat. About 5am. we went over mac to find em. It`s pretty funny whn all of us weren`t tired. Chungjie wanted to eat mac breakfast so we accompanied him. Til about 6 plus, derek n chungjie took cab home.


The rest of us walked home together. Imagine i walked home frm je interchange? There we haf our funs n laughters. Yuehua reached his block first. So Jiawei, yiming n neng decided to send miee near to my house bridge. I lovess you guys. Because of tis gatherin, we bcame closer and our bonds (frendship)`ll stil go on til e end of time. How much i treasured n lovess you guys. Gonna misses you guys soo much. Lookin 4ward to e nx gatherin wya guys
once again.


Though sum peeps went off first, especially e JC students. I`m really happy that they actually turned up for tis gatherin despite thier As prelim exam`re stil goin on. Many hugs n kisses to u guys. :D

I felt so gulity whn i wasn`t at-all-close with him even though we`ve been classmates n sch mates since kindergarden til nw. After all e gatherin n outin, i`m glad tat we actually shared alot of stuffs. He used to be so shy. goodness. And nw, we are so closed (at least many times better den in e past. it was so pathetic back den) Let`s remain like tis whn we grow old please. hahaha. =)

I just missesss her so much. She din turn up for e previous gatherin bt she turned up ytd. Sumhw or rather, i do met her on coincidence on e street. We used to compete our maths results durin sch days. I rmbed tis. hahaha. =) super duper happy whn we actually sit down and chatted. Updatin our lifes and vice versa. I lovess her sweet smile. heehee. :D

Adoresss him soo much. One of my best best-est 'boy-frendx' i`ve ever seen so far. lovess gatherin n late-nites w him. Super lame bt he really add in lots of funs n happiness in us. As in without fails; with him ard, laughters fills e air. Since pri.sch til nw. really treasured him though. For sure, i`ll nt leave him out whneva we gathered up. =) misses ya lots so.


9:51 PM
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Sunday, September 10
It`s 11th sept tml. The whole world`re commemorating(is tt how i spelled tis word?) tis special day. It`s an impt day for us. A terrorist attack happened few years back den. Tat`s whn i was stil studyin in Jvs. hahaha. It killed millions of pple as well.=((
Suppose many peeps wil be helpin out at suntec city for e IMF frm tml onwards. I`m gonna pray for you guys. Take great care of yaself whn you`re there. It`s gonna be real exhaustin too. Sleep early tonight and drink lots of water please.
I guess i gonna help out next sun too. For retail purposes. And i gonna mit up w peeps durin midnite to set up our stuffs. OMG. Can`t believed the management suggested tis decision. Many roads`ll be blocked as well. the overhead bridge. goodness.
=(((
And i misses peifang soo much. Glad tt she`s doin on well lately. We gonna meet up soon isn`t it? loveya lots. :D
There`ll be gatherin held next week as well. So excited. grins.
heehee. =))

11:44 PM
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Saturday, September 9
4d gatherin on thurs. Hadn`t been mitin up w those peeps for like ages. I was glad tt i joined em for once for tis awesome gatherin. Met derek, cw, emily,huishan n peeps at abt 0630pm at Je.Took bus 105 to holland village. Had a mini gatherin. Was decidin where to go after tt. So we chose eki bar. It`s freakin freezin cold in there. They bought drinks and we started to chill. Weile came to join us after tt. Emily n kianhong went off first. The rest of us head over to Je k pool at abt eleven. And i went off first after 12plus. Back home and bathed. the clock struck 1plus am. online and waited for my hair to dry off first bfore i went to slp.

Received good-nite msg frm a frendx at abt three midnite. goodness. Next, maybeline sms-ed miee at 6am in e mornin. hahaha. To conclude, i nv really sleep e whole nite. Woke up at abt 7 in e mornin. Prepared and headed to work. Met maybeline at abt 0630pm. Head to Kh bbq bdae party at east coast. It`s ultra super duper fun. I loved beach at nite. The weather is so coolin. At first, it rained heavily whn we started the fire. Super unlucky.
=( And i tot plan failed. But e weather turned up to be perfectly fine after tat.

There`s leftover chocolate cake and drinks. So they decided to play games. The one who lose ought to finish it and they mixed orange with coke with green tea and vice versa. oh my goodness. Forfeited are`nt great. hahaha. On e other hand, we haf lots of funs and laughters. About midnite, all of us sat down on e beach sand. Enjoyin e nice scenery.

Headed over to Tamah Jurong mac to chill. But i was so tired n i lay my head down on e table at abt 3 plus to sleep. The guys continued to chat. Woke up e min my sis sms-ed mi at abt 4 plus am askin wat time`ll i b back home. Was surprised she hadn`t slp yet. Took e first bus 98 back home. Thanks mingyu, kh and yq who accompanied miee to wait for e bus. And e bus arrived at 0605. goodness. waited nearly half an hour for tt pathetic bus. And i saw chiman e minute i alighted frm e bus. so coincidence. It`s been long i hadn`t see him though we stayed so near to each other. Chatted alittle but wat`s on my mind tt time was to head home bathed and sleep. So i slept at abt 0730am. so exhausted. However, i enjoyed my day! lovesss ya guys.

On e contrary, wat spoiled my day was my parents were rather unhappy whn i came back home only in e mornin. LOLS.

oh ya. Happy Birthday Jiaying! misses lots. :D

11:57 PM
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Wednesday, September 6
Was out w my family on Sun again. Not intendin to join peeps for outin since my dad wasn`t workin on tt day.
And we went shoppin! =) bought my favourite pair of shoes for sum weddin dinner tt`ll b held 2 weeks later. den wanted to buy clothes bt i dun c any that fancy miee. so in e end, my mum n sis bought thiers.

Went Lot1 n westmall in e evenin as well. Guess wat? I SAW KELLY! I was so surprised. she`s pregnant. Wat surprised miee is tt i saw her abt 6mths ago. After 6 mths, i realised she`s pregnant! i tot she had turned fat or wateva. coz she used to b so skinny. den whn i c her stomach. she`s pregnant! n i asked her! she replied and smiled widely. hahaha. e 4th child. goodness. i missed her so much. i rmbed she taught miee lots of morals n principles. she taught mi lots of stuffs tt i nv once noe abt it. many thanks sweets. =)

Without fails, went to bugis on Mon after work again. Bought my favourite clothes and had dinner there. Back home after 10pm.

Yanyan called miee today! And guess we gonna haf gatherin soon! grins. We were laughin at sum silly stuffs. LOLS. Haf not been see-in her for ages. wat shocked mi again is tt. she told miee a piece of good new? i would sae it`s a piece of good new la. As in bcoz mi n her used to work together and with sum colleagues as well. so she was tellin miee tat tis particular frendx of ours is engaged. He`s a guy la. I mean it`s common to see nwdaes tt pple engaged at abt 19-20 years old. Actually i duno abt tis. so whn she told mi tt 'he is engaged n nw he`s a dad' coz 'his (wife)`s pregnant. den i was like 'huh?' i rmbed see-in him like durin CNY. He`s a great frendx of mine. taught miee lots n lots of stuffs. n he even taught miee hw to use a sewin machine to alter bottoms. Though i nv pleased him w my piece of nice pant bfore. he nv failed to teach miee again n again. No matter hw unwillingly i was durin tt time. =) He`s a papa nw. But stil servin NS. omg. And he`s e first frendx i`ve ever known hu`s engaged at such a young age and nw he`s a dad!

well. I gonna mit up w those peeps nx week. hope so la. missya guys lots. =) lovess. muacks. :D
Oh ya. 4d gatherin tml. Should i go?

11:58 PM
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Saturday, September 2
Super duper great day! :)))) A long and exhausted day as well.
Went to few places after work and met up w sum of my frendx. LOLS.
Went to salon to cut n dyed my hair first. Took a bus and headed to JE to go over to IMM.
Saw junkeat on coincidence at JE interchange.
Passed sum stuffs to Joyce. And she`s so pretty la. Chatted and we parted.
Bought a jacket at Baleno. Thiers havin sales. And was so crowded in e shop. The clothes looked as if it`s FOC.
Met up w Ashy, Jie, and XL. Had our usual conversations and stuffs. This lasted for abt an hour or so. Went over to JP after tt. Met up w peeps again and shopped. Before that, saw Wendy and her BF at sum kinda shop.
Forgot e name of e shop.=( hahaha. I was lookin at her and she did not realise that. Like so coincidental la.
Saw Grace w a frendx on coincidence too. LOLS. Heard she`s sick for e past few days. Take great care girl. =)
Den met up w my parents at bukit batok central at nite for dinner. Passed by sum market shops and there were so many foodcentres and fruits stall. goodness.
Went NTUC and bought sum groceries. My family had a habit of goin to NTUC for at least once a month together. so ya.

Thought of goin to COMEX fair at expo tml. Tml`s e last day! But it`s damn far. Should i? =))

11:58 PM
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Friday, September 1
Happy Teacher`s Day! =)
One piece of good new. Things get better tis week. hee. Like finally.
Met up w sum frendx tis week as well. Frm my sec. sch frendx to my ex. colleagues. Much misses n lovesss.
More new retail shops`re opened at IMM. Frm Adidas to SnK to E-base to G2000 to Aries and vice versa. So pple who dun intended to travel to a much more far awy shoppin centres to purchase your stuffs, IMM is e best choice! hahaha.
I went down to IMM on Wed too. Set up our new dano outlet! Saw many peeps on coincidence there. LOLS. missya guys lots. =)) Thanks pris for the Mac treat!
And met up w maybeline, wendy n junkeat after work ytd! I loveya guys. =) Shopped at Bugis. Bought a top and a bottom as well. Much misses. And there`s a BBQ-in gatherin w sum of my sec. sch peeps nx week. heehee. so much lovesss.
Tml gonna be a super duper great day. After many days of countdowns, 2nd Sept had finally arrived in 5 mins time. :D And i juz missya like like crazy crazy crazy!

11:54 PM
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