MyDirtyLittleDarkSecrets And My JuicyLavishAndFlourishingLife

Sunday, August 24

Happpy Birthday Grace!!

(23rd Aug)

Finallly. e exam craze`s over. super happpy happpy!

It`s holidays now!!!!!!!!

Going to enjoy every second, every minute n everyday wisely before e next Sem commences on Oct.

hehe

3 more days of work n i`ll be away for a short break.

4:01 AM
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Wednesday, August 20

I`ve been blogging frequently recently.

It was a rush of emotions.

A rush of adreline.

Time`s really crucial.

At least to me for this whole week.

Been having last minute revision and burning

midnight oil for these few days every night.

Although i took leave to revise my work but..

there's stilll so much revisions yet to be done.

Last minute revision really kills laa.

Anyway, it was a moment of joy and

a moment of tears for many Singaporeans out here.

It was indeed a very touching moment to see

the table tennis Olympians fight all out to clinch a medal.

No matter is silver or gold, i guess Li Jia Wei

has really done Singapore proud.

Coz after much anticipation, Singapore is finally getting an Olympic medal.

Just yesterday night, a friend called about 11pm

and we were casually chatting.

After tat, we didn`t realise that e conversation on the phone

with each other lasted so long and by e time i put down

e phonecall after wishing each other;

"Goodnite. Takecare",

it was already 2am.

It was a really great night sharing our current life with each other.

Happy and sad ones.

It`s really been ages.

I realised i`ve not seen this friend for nearly 3 months.

So i insisted to`ve a meet up next mth!

Anyway, i still hope that you`ll get well soon.

You still look very pale and sick.

Please heed my advise and consult a doctor again tml.

Thanks for sending me back home even if you`re soo sick today.

hugss. :)

I reallly reallly missess this sweetie pie very very much.

That busy girlll.

I want to`ve sakae sushi with you soon ok.

7 days to go.

Can hardly wait.

hehe

12:15 AM
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Tuesday, August 19

Happy Birthday Ferlyn!!

Hopefully u`ll do so soo much better in e yrs ahead!

I miss you girll. Meet up soon okay.

Sometimes life is all about who`s planting a SMILE on you..

Thanks god we met..

Really can`t imagine you not being by my side and showered

me with lots of hugs and warmth;

With all your silly messages and phonecalls..

You know what, even if it's just a five mins conversation

with you a day makes my day..

Thanks for your patience and being such

a understanding person..

Takecare of yourself.:( You makes me soo worrried laa..

hugs.

I wish i could and i wish it was as easy as this.

12:57 AM
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Friday, August 15

Apart from everyone's daily complaints.

We`re very "fortunate" as compared to the very less-fortunate.

I believed pple who aren`t as fortunate as us.

CRYING`ll be part of their daily routine.

If we were to compare with them.

Probably we`ve ended our life long ago.

Many of us will not be down-to-earth when we are not in that situation.

Often, we deceive ourselves just to get over with the things that are going through in our lives.

When you are muscular, you look down on those skinny people.

When you are slim, you detest obese people, laughing at them.

But when one day, if we are in this situation.

Will you be laughing at yourself too?

On and on in life, there`ll be opportunities for us.

To feel good and bad, happy or sad.

Even arrogant people will face difficulties one day too.

What i'm urging is that, we are all EQUAL.

If we don`t learn how to accept, we will never be happy in life.

Sometimes, it's not about being ideal in someone's eyes.

It's about how goood you feel about yourself.

Human do change.

The ugly duckling that you once loathe and mock at

Might one day be even better than you.

There are no ugly people around.

Only ill-hearted people with exterior but no substance.

Therefore, in conjunction to my friends who faces the same idiotic problem

I hope that you can all stand firm and strong.

In life, it does not mean that if you`re a nice person.

You will be free from blames, criticisms and backstabbing.

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Anyway, lovely-meet up with girlfriend today after work.

Not to forget, having an advance birthday celebration for both of them this Sat! Looking forward to the party and meeting up with the rest of the friends.

hehe

12:09 AM
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Saturday, August 9

i cried and i cried and i cried and i cried..

for now, i am not thinking of the big bang theory of einstein

nor the ozone layer depleting in seconds

or little children going to bed hungry..

but i`m thinking of you..

counting down counting down..

i really miss you..

9:27 PM
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Dear Diary:

I just teared.

Life kinda sucks recently.

How i wish that i`m a girl

with no emotion, with no feeling and with no heart!

Yesterday late at nite, i went to meet up with a friend.

Reallly unxplainable feeeling.

How i wish.. i wish..

If u understand, the msn conversations with

you tt day says everyting.

I hope u could feel e same way i feeel too.

I really can't deny to u that your hug spoke more than wat u could

of great love n e feeeling so deeep n strong yet so unforgettable.

Silly friend. silly friend... ...

Actually i do`ve sumting to share with u

n i have question to ask u..

but but..:(

ok. drop this. i shall keep it to myself.

Anyway, I wish u bon voyage n takecare of yourself there.

Enjoy your trip to the max!

Lastly, three simple words short and sweet juz for u..

i miss you..

Anyway, sem two has finally came to an end on Thursday.

Felt kinda relieved alittle although exam`s

reaching in about 1 week time.

Crossed my finger n hopefully i could

scrap off with a pass especiallly

for e two modules i find it so difficult to

concentrate during lessons.

Sometimes i wondered why human being wants to

make an offence n not obeying e law strictly.

On Monday midnite, a serious offence happened in my company.

The security guard was caught for refilling diesel for e taxi driver.

So glad tt we`ve CCTV at work.

All thanks to my two china boys for thier alertness.

Police was called up.

At first, whn e police officer spoke to e guard,

he did not want to admit.

So one of my colleagues,

(who also headed down after being informed by e china boys)

called me at about 2plus midnite.

Luckily i was half asleep, half awake.

He asked me down to operate e CCTV to show to e officer.

At tt moment, before i agreed to go down, e guard admitted.

So i continued my beauty sleep.

(infact i really can`t sleep after putting down his phonecall)

And whn e clock strikes at 5am..

I quickly get changed n headed down to my company

to accompany my colleague

as well as to understand more abt e situation.

Not to forget, it happened 3 times. 3 days consecutively.

Such dishonesty guard!

Anyway, i`ll need to make a trip down to e police station

nx Tuesday to follow up on this case again.

This girl here tendered her resignation.

So we planned a farewell gathering for her.

Diana bdae celebration cum last day of work!

Guess who`s e mastermind of this surprise?!

It's ME ME ME! haha. :P

Ktv on a lovely Sat Night!

Playing games. Loser drink!

haha.

Looking forward to 22nd.

Looking forward to 28th.

9:03 AM
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Friday, August 1

Life's so busy at the present moment.

I hardly've time to blog n sit down n think.

Well, next week is the final week of school for sem two.

Exam's reaching in about two weeks time.

After that, it's a long holiday break for me!!

Looking forward..

hehe

Past two weeks`ve been rushing my final project

for all my modules for this Sem.

At last, everything cleared.

Online modules done. Projects done. Presentation done.

So for now, i just need to concentrate on my core modules exam.

The date's drawing nearer n nearer laa.

Working's getting busier and tougher.

I know i should not grumble and complain.

I should cherish e opportunity that was given to me.

If in e first place, she did not grant me this opportunity to try,

i will not get promoted n my wish for working

as this title will not come true.

But why why do i feeel so tensed up and reallly want to give up.

I want a bright future for myself laa..

Ok, back to some happy stuffs.

Partying every weekend is LOVE especially..

partying with the right group of friends.

hehe

Dearest Cloudy Birthday Party!

Saboing time~ Birthday girl being thrown into the water!

poor me. I so innocent!!

nearly teared that day lor.:(SEE! :( another innocent girl.

her all-time-favourite dialogue;"Relax lah!"

hahaha

Sabo once. sabo twice. sabo thrice. lol she's super high that day! must be e alcoholic effect. haha.

Pole dancing or tree dancing? LOL.

hehe super busy e whole morning. in e end got to eat alone.

oh so lonely lonely.

Traffic light colours. the lovely girls.

hugs.:)all right, i`m heading out to`ve night supper now.

will upload e rest of e photos soon!

Oh yes, looking forward to end Aug.

why?!

coz i`ll be gettting my bonus!!!

hehe

Silly silly, you really makes my heart skips a beat.

I loves chatting and going out with you.

I loves e night ride back home with you.

I loves e care and concern u`ve showered me

eversince we became closed.

I loves e way u makes me smile.

I loves e way u tells me;" Everyting going to be all right

when i cried n complaint my sorrows n unhappiness to u."

I loves it when u called me naughty, silly or wateva

nickname u gives me whneva u sms me.

I loves it more whn i tells u not to misses me so much whn u`re alone

yet u replied me;" I really missyou very much"

and always reminds me to takecare of myself whneva u're not with me.

I really treasures you so much.

muackssss!

12:47 AM
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