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Hui Yan
6 May 1988
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Thursday, June 26
Everyting happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Thing goes wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right.
You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself
And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together
- Marilyn Monroe
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Bought this dress via papergirlsshop two mths ago i think.

Wanted to wear it soo badlyyy when e stock arrived at my house but i guess i needed to slim down 5 kilo more to look slim on my body.

hehe

Looking forward to meet up with girlfriend after work tml and we're going to town again. hahaa

A short update and ends an enrty with that silly friend who forced me to put my face as my screensaver and print-screen it while chatting with him at work.


1:34 AM
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Monday, June 23
June is going to end in a blink of an eye.
July is reaching in one week time.
Remembered i blogged about entering into a new company one year ago, and after one year, which is NOW,
it is my one year anniversary with GKE.
Reallly can't believe my eyes because in between when i am studying and coping alone at work,
i reallly thought of giving up although
my heart and mind always tellls me not to.
Working is like you're in a love relationship;
coz when you fall in love with your work or job scope and
it sinks so deeply before we realise,
we simply can`t get out of it.
Although i could not answer myself how long will
I be with this company but i hope to create as many happy moments as i can here.
:)
Ok. back to some happpy stuffs.
June's crazy.
Watched 3 movies this month.
First is sex and the city, second is kungfu panda and third is incredible hulk.
wow.
Luckily i only pay for 1 movie ticket.
hehe.

So like finallly, met up with girlfriend last friday after work. Wheneva we wan to meet up with each
other, our timing will clash.
Either she's not available or i`m not available.
:(
So headed down to town to meet with each other.

And guess guess who i saw in the mrt on coincidence?!


That's him!!! hahaa



So surprised.
We were standing so closed to each other yet i didn`t see him. Thus he called me n we got soo excited.
It's as if i`ve lost in touch with him for ages
and finallly get to see his cheeeky face.
Or probably myself who is feeeling this way.
Can`t believed both of us screamed so loudly in e train
and all pair of eyes around us're looking at us.
so paiseh.
Before I alighted at my stop, we gave each other a big hug.
:)
cheeky, plan meet-up next mth all rightt.

Ok. so where am I?
so like finallly get to meet up with her and we gave each other
a lovely hug.
Had suki sushi for dinner and had our usual chats and gossips. hahaa.
The girlfriend who always makes me teared for don't know how many times eversince i know her.
Hate you la but actually deep inside out;
u know i love you

>____________________________<

this much and so much soo much!
so ironic rightt.

Saturday ended work at 3pm.
Headed home quickly as friends're coming to my hse in e evening. In e end stayed up and chatted
till the next morning.
Super exhausted for words.
After that took a shower and toook a cab down to work.
This mth payroll is reallly hectic.
Worked till 5pm.
Felt so relieved when i completed my tasks and
Home Sweet Home.
Finally had a decent dinner with my family.
Home-coooked foood is the best!
hahaa.

Can`t wait for this weeekend.
(Friday, Saturday n Sunday).
Will be meeting up with all e lovely sweethearts.
Lastly, thanks EY.
I really love you love you.
You really got a piece of sweeet tongue and forever`ll make my day seems so bright
whneva we chat on the phone.
So tell me how could i bear to dump u aside too
when u`re feeling blue one day?!
hehe


That night when i`m feeeling so down,
I decided and went to meet up with him.
I follow my heart tells me to although in e first place was alittle unrelunctant.
He knew i was troubled yet he did not say anything.
In e end, he gave me a reallly strong hug.
I see through his eyes and at tat point of time,
i really felt so fortunate to have a friend like him.
The intensity of my feeeling stopped.
I sense sumting is troubling him too but he still
consoled me in whateva means he can.
With these 8 words, "Everyting will be fine. It is all fine!"
At that point of time, my affection towards him
grows deeper and greater.
That hug spoke more than what he could,
of great love and at e same time,
i`m feeeling so lost n helplessness.
Because i felt that i did not do my part to make him smile.
So from today onwards, i wish that i can have his smile.
Stay happpy coz u knows that i really care n treasures you.


12:08 AM
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Thursday, June 12
Happy Birthday Hongyu!
His birthday is tomorrow which is friday the 13th.
I will never forget this unauspicious date.
I dun rmbed if i ever shared with you guys.
Remembered about 10 yrs ago, whn i was in primary school days,
i went to attend a friend birthday party held at her house condo
(Parc Oasis).
It was actuallly friday the 13th.
I could remember this day vividly.
Reason being was because we girls were trapped in the lift.
We were screaming and shouting in e lift.
Pressed e bell yet no one came to save us.
Somemore, the lift stopped at 13th floor.
How unlucky!
my goodness.
So errie and scary.
Luckily i`m not alone.
After about half an hour, the lift door opened.
From that day onwards, i swear i`ll never take the lift again anymore especially on this date.
Oh yes, this's a true story.
Don`t assume that i make it up k.

I think of her last nite.

Misses laughing at silly things with her and misses her big and bubbly eyes.

Can`t wait to give u a big BIG hug honeyyy..

:)


12:01 AM
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Monday, June 9


It's reallly heartbreaking to hear a bad new from her.
Taking her compassionate leave now as her beloved dad had juz passed awy.
Still she msn me and to ensure that i`m fine!
I Love You Dear! :)
Stay Strong ok.

12:03 AM
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Saturday, June 7
When i`m feeeling blue, i`m glad i`ve friends like them who made my day!
:)
(See below! Apologies, i`ve forgotten to printscreen e rest of e peeps who actually msn me to cheer me up.)
Zillions of thanks were bubbling in my heart!
:)

Thank You my dear girl. I know u`ll see this! I`m so happy for you la. Glad that everyting is over for you now.
I missyou!
Good new is we`re meeting up next Tuesday.
oh yeah finally!!
:)




HAHAHA.

I reallly scared him that night.
Thankyou for sending me home.
:)

Little thoughts like this really make me happy and touched. :)

Past two days, headed down to Jurong East after work to meet up with LiJing to pass her her advance birthday gift.
It's been long.
Was really happy to see her though.
After that, headed down to vivo city to get some stuffs
and went down to QH birthday party.
Reached there about 10pm.
Poor him.
Being sabo and the cake being smashed on his pretty face.
hahaa. my goodness.
Happpy Birthdayy once again.
:)

Saturday, headed down to bugis after work.
It's shopping time!!!
Poor me only had about 3 hrs to shop coz I had a meeting with Jess, Chris and Sky in the evening to GuiLin view to take photos n videos for our project.
Everyting was done in a fast pace and we headed to the nearest prata shop for my favourite egg prata.
It was Jess's treat because she was late.
All thanks to sky's idea.
hehe.
Anyway, I`ve a one week break starting frm next weeek.
Saddening me needed to`ve a make-up lesson on Monday.
shrugs.
Well, going to have a busy week though.

Hunny, is sunday confirm?


And guess who's going to be 1 year older next week?!


That's him!

hehe

1:16 AM
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Tuesday, June 3
Listening to my MP3; the songs made me ponder.
Especially for long journeys, i would have plenty of time to pay careful attention to the lyrics.
They relate really well to life experiences, and make me sink into the DEEPEST thoughts.
Thinking of the happiest and melancholic moments of life.
It's not totally bad to think of those moments;
cause to me,
being emotional doesn`t necessarily spells bad.
Being emotional just means giving myself time
to think deeper and clearer
and maybe looking at things in a bigger picture.
It's all about giving myself my own space, to have
some undisrupted thoughts.
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I really misses her!
I misses her voice and phonecalls when she`ll call us everyday without fails to ensure that we're doing fine.
I misses her cooking.
I misses going supermarket with her to buy her favourite chicken and roasted ducks back home.
I misses accompanying her to the chinese garden for a stroll or botanic garden with her to see
her favourite pretty flowers and plants.
I misses bringing her out to anywhere wheneva i`m free.
To hold her hand tight and never let go.
I misses her wheneva she calls and tells me she misses us and we will ask her to come over our house to stayover.
I misses her calling me 'silly' in hokkien.
In short, I misses every tweeny little bit and
all the happy and sad moments with her.
:(
My lovely grandmother.
Those nights when we teared so much til we have
no more tears left on the last day.
Sad to say, that was the last time we see her smile so happily.









This day spells her most important and happiest day in her whole life.

At least she gets to see it coz all e while; it was her wish, her dream to see both of them getting married.

Upon writing this entry, my tear rolled down my cheek again.

:(

Grandma i reallly misses you alot!

12:44 AM
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