MyDirtyLittleDarkSecrets And My JuicyLavishAndFlourishingLife

Wednesday, May 28

I can`t sleep.

Don`t know whyyy.

so..

shall update an entry before preparing for work.

All smiles.

At least she knows i cared.

Love you laaaa.

hugs..

6:31 AM
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Monday, May 26

I want to watch this!

hehe.

Hopefully it`s nice.

12:11 AM
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Past due pics!

The 'unglam' side of us

Be nice and don`t laugh at us

hehe

I shall present the BEST award to all of them for the last three pics..

hahaa.

12:09 AM
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Presenting to you:

Baby Ethan!

Aren`t he cute?

Even sleeping also makes a good pose for us to take pic lor.

hehe :)

My one and only beloved mummy.

Dearest beloved one and only grandfather.

I guess he's e most happiest man on that day!

12:01 AM
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Sunday, May 25

What is love?!

To me, being in love means to love that person with everyting and not expecting anything back in return.

Every bit of our effort and every drop of tear means love.

This is called selfless love or unconditional love.

Love doesn`t meant we`ve to use it on bgr

but to use it on all our loves ones around us.

(ie; our family and friends).

So treasure and be happy with what we have!

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Well, I have a good rest this weekend.

Good rest means having 8 hours of sleep.

Ever don`t know since when, i`ve been having

less than five hrs of sleep a day.

The most six hours.

Pathetic isnt it?

Yes, i know i shouldn`t grumble.

Anyway, i`ve a habit of reminiscing the past wheneva i`m alone. Especially late at nite when all my family members had fallen asleep.

To me, it`s the best time to do self- reflection. Friends`ve been telling me;"It's late at night, no point reminiscing and thinking too much when actually we could have a sweet dream at nite."

I couldn`t help it but to xplain to them; that's my characteristics since young.

I can`t change this character at all.

Of course i`ll not stop at past and i'll appreciate e present n look forward to the future.

hahaa

So like i was looking through my past photo albums, i realised those were e days i was so crazy and happy. loll.

(You guys who understands me well will know what i meant right.)

Those days when i woke up super early in e morning

and reached home super late at night.

The late nights activties with friends and not

to forget having late nite suppers almost everyday.

Come to think of it, there were lots of happy memories in it.

And i think i looked prettty retarded in e past.

9:08 PM
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Saturday, May 24

Confusion.

I hope time could stop here.

Sometimes i wish that human being has no emotion.

So we will not bother about how we feel for others

or how others feel for you.

After so much happenings, i told myself that i

shouldn`t be bothered of you anymore.

I should care n concern less of you not

because u're not e friend who is not-worth-it,

but to make a distant to our friendship.

Sounds silly i know.

But again, whn u came n approached me,

i still gave in and really can't bear to leave you alone.

Sometimes, i can`t deny that u`re a great friend.

To e extent that i`ve endless

thankyou to tell you.

Someone who`ll be there for me whneva i

nag and complain my unhappiness with you.

Someone who`ll give great advises, though sometimes

we might have different opinions but still we could

talk about sumting that i've not shared with others before.

To be true, you`re still one of e boy-friends whom i duno

why i dare to share my stuffs for you to know.

You know sumting, whneva you approached me for help,

i can`t deny that i`ll give in and

tried my best to help you if i can.

Until this one fine day, u led me in a state of confusion.

You really make me so so confused.

Your actions and your words.

I dun know if u feel e way i`m feeling now

or am i tinking too much.

I hope you don't meant it.

This is e first time i talked about you in my blog.

I know you might get to see this.

Afterall, what i wanna say is; my silly friend,

i hope we could go back to e past like we used to be.

Those were e days u make me smile.

I still treasure you, as always. :)

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Happy Birthday Victoria!

One of my top favourite pri.school friend whom i still treasured alot even till now.

12:33 AM
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Friday, May 23

First great grandson in the family.

Offically having five generations in the family.

It's a pity that my grandmother can`t get to see him.

If only she could endure a few mths more,

her wish of being the fifth generation

great grand mother would have come true.

Luckily my grandfather gets to see this little cutie pie here.

hehe :)

Presenting Ethan!

Good Nites!:)

1:56 AM
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Thursday, May 22

I reallly misses these girls, alot alot!

I still rmbed both of them loved teasing me and exclaimed that my eyes looked like a cat!
CAT?!
loll

Missess those sunshine days..

How have all of you beeen?!

12:02 AM
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Wednesday, May 21

Reminiscing.
(See e pic below)

This year, it's the third time she celebrated my bdae.

To be exact, it's the third time we cut cake together; coincidental our bdae falls one day before

and after one another.

Although she couldn`t make it to my party and

shared the joys n happiness with me,

still she gave me a surprise again.

Knowing that i`m studyin and she

headed to my sch to fetch me

on one Tuesday blue and gave me a surprise.

No words can express how perfect this girl is.

Year 2007

Sumting mushy. hehe.

I used to say she`ll call me sweety while i`ll call her lovely whneva we sms, msn or call each other. And now she gave me another nickname again. that silly girll.

Three simple words, short and sweet: I Love You! :)

1:35 AM
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Monday, May 19

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands

*clap clap*

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands

*clap clap*

If you're happy and you know it, then your face will surely show it.

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands

*clap clap*

sounds silly.

but this is for you, my dear.

so soo. can i have your smile now?

7:20 AM
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Saturday, May 17

helllo. it's been long, yes i know!
What have i been busy with?

ok. sch has started for me since a mth ago.

6 weeks of holidays ended again.

Seriously, i regretted taking seven modules this term.

Still considering dropping one module.

At e same time, even if i dropped one module, one of the sem i still needed to earn back that credit unit.

aiyoo. super troubled.

Frankly speaking, really exhausted taking so much modules and seems like twenty- four hrs a day is never enough for me especially the never ending assignments, tests and projects. Somehow or rather, e-learning and projects're really

such a waste of time.

haiz. I need a break again!

What motivates me to go school is a friend who never fails to enlighten me and encourages me to move on. Can`t imagine if we're never in the same class next term.

Really touched by his every tweeny little bits of actions.

I mean he's really nice n really gentleman.

I hope he gets to see this coz i want to let him know that

he's really more than a goood friend.

ThankYou so much EY!

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Happy Birthday My Beloved Girls!

Birthday - 3rd May

Birthday - 15th May

We met up and headed to KTV! Finally gets to see jigee again. That day both of us so shyy la. hahaa. why ar? hehe. At least all four of us still managed to catch up and haf an advance birthday celebration.

:)

Anyway, back to my life.

Ok. I juz entered the path of twenties on 6th May.

Someone asked me;" How does it feels?"

Frankly speaking, i was filled with lots of emotions.

hahaa.

Really don`t know how to xplain to u guys.

But i guess i'll have more expectations now compared to whn i`m younger.

Life's like a salted fish with no dreams.

Yes, of course, i`ll not overstretched myself.

hahaa.

Well, I held my 20th birthday celebration this year.

Many many many THANKSS to all who came down

to my party on 3rd May.

Especially my family members
(relatives n cousins)

who came down to help me.

Big big thanks!

That day was infact one of the happiest day in my life. Finally get to see soo many friends whom i`ve not seen for ages.

Luckily we still keeep in touch even if we dun meet up.

Really apologies for being not a good host.

Super touched for words.

Thanks for the saboing and e surprises too la k.

it's a compliment by the way.

really cant believed u guys can tink of such idea lor.

hahaa.

PS: And actually hor, before e cutting cake session, I`ve a speech to say. But. really sad tat i can`t read up e speech.

hope to seeyou guys soon and at e same time, please please takecare and jiayou!!

My 20th Birthday cake.

Sabo-ing One

Sabo-ing Two

Sabo-ing Three
Thanks all once again. hugs:)

PS: Here's sumting for girlfriend. I dun know wat happened to you recently. U seems really down. Msn you, you did not reply neither. Actually i really feel sad whn you ignore my msn tags. You know i teared. yaya. silly i know. Wanted to ask you out. Whn're u free?! I missyou. like seriously.

2:03 AM
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