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Hui Yan
6 May 1988
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Saturday, April 21
Time check: 0133am
Ridiculous customers


It stated "NO SPAM! Only promotions from DANO please?!" Who would be so freee?! HAHA

1:41 AM
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Tuesday, April 17
Somtimes, i would regret for oways being the FOOL;
Sometimes, i would wonder if there should even b a beginning.
Sometimes, i realised i would just be TAKEN FOR GRANTED;
Sometimes, i would forgive and forget.
As times passes, i didn`t regret puttin in so much care, concern n efforts;
Cause i noe i`ve tried n put in my very best.
Now i realise i tink too highly of myself;
In e end, i found out that I AM JUST A SMALL FLY.
Tears . Worries . Sadness`re my only companion.
Wonderin when i could sleep without it.

11:58 PM
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Sunday, April 15
i really tried my best.
i don`t noe wat`s happenin.
i prefer to keep it to myself.
i just wanna be ALONE.
speechless.
mentally and physically exhausted.
lost motivation in life.
heart piercing.
mood had been very volatile.
sometimes happy.
sometimes sad.
sometimes empty.
i seems confused.
confused of wat i`m doin.
in e future seems so blur.
is this wat i yearned for?!
is the next few yrs gonna be like this?!
lots of regrets.
i wish i can turn back time.
fat hope.
i know wat done canot be changed.
but all i noe, i had tried my very best?!
or i dun tink i`m?!
lots of dreams.
which`s hard or impossible to reach for.
but whn we get it.
we oways never treasure it?!
yes, till we lose it.
:(

12:14 AM
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Wednesday, April 11
My life`s sooo happenin. Hilarious stuffs happened at work recently. Seriously we can talk about it again n again and not feel sick and laughed for afew hours. LOL. I was sharin it w my parents n they really laughed like no one business. Even whn i`m typin, i could see myself grinnin n smilin awy especially u stil rmbed the way they laughed (thier facial expressions etc). HAHAHA.
I`m soo happy. Finally met up w zhen n mark ytd. Ages since i saw em. Jh can`t make it last minute. Alittle disappointed but it`s fine. He sae he`ll make it up for us.:) We gonna meet up after two weeks from now again. Hopefully it`s not cancelled.:) Ate fish n co. New york fish n chips`re yummy delicious. All thx to zhen.:) Better den the sweet n sour tat i`ve tasted. They`re stil as crazy and sweeet as before.:) They decided to play k pool after eatin. awww. goodness. Make em laughed like a manic.:( Thx mark for tat 'awesome' pool treats. HAHA Gatherin like tis makes mi happy.:) Zhen, I`m so happy for you! Work hard jiayou whn sch reopen. lovess you guys.:) Saw yuki on coincidence on my
way back home ytd too.:)
And and I saw beloved JG on coincidence today whn i was w Calvin n KL.:)awwww. Can`t wait to meet up w him w e rest nx weeek if he can make it.:)
Dinner w a friend tml. Bdae bbq on Fri. Goin down to HF on Sat?! Den STA atrium on Sun nite. LOL.
Wil be v packed nx weeek as well. All my days`re almost packed. Oh soo lookin forward to it.:) Can`t wait to meet up w pretty christine nx week too.:) The date`s set finally.:) heeheee.
I haf sleepless nites again. I`m so exhausted and I wanted to sleep so badly. However the minute i closed my eyes, i stil can`t sleeep.:( The time check`s like 3am to 4am in e morning? awww. really feel like cryin at nite at times.:(
I GUESS IS BCOZ........
The date`s drawing nearer n nearer. Am i feelin excited about it or am i far too worried?!

11:51 PM
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Monday, April 9
HAPPY SWEET 19th BIRTHDAY WENDY!:) I love you.:)
Last Sat was a HAPPY day! Lovely date w maybeline n mingyu. They`ve soo many happenin stories to share. HAHA. I love you girls. Can`t wait til fri. lovesss.:)
I saw pretty Joyce n Charlene at IMM and Pamela at Bugis icon on coincidence last Sat too.:D
I soo missesss em like crazy. We gonna mit up soon.:)
Finally did the income tax stuff cum online. It`s so troublesome to declare those stuffs.:(
My online shoppin clothes had arrived. Can`t wait to see the top. Hopefully it`s exactly wat i`ve ordered or i`ll nv go for online shoppin animore. HAHA.
Today is a HAPPY DAY for miee. No Monday Blues.:) HFA
set up was a successs. *grinnin so happily*
I soo wanna meet up w zhen,jh n mark. missess u guys soo much.:)
Finally, my long awaited day had arrived. A sigh of relief.:)
Phew~

9:55 PM
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Friday, April 6
Today`s good friday!
Happy Easter.:)
It`s April n cheers to my 1 yr workin experience workin as A/Cs at Dano. It leaves so much memories in miee. Awesome memories, bad memories. Good people and e bad people. Within one year, a few more outlets were set up and renewin new outlet at e same time.:) So for nw, there`re a total of 16 outlets in Singapore. More den 60 staffs altogether.:) I`ve to tkcare of em n make sure everyone`s equal n receives e same treatment frm miee.:)
Workin`s never as easy as ABC. I`m soo happy tat i`ve cum til tis far.:) Staffs cum and go. Some`re nice yet u`ll bound to see nasty pple at e same time too. No one`s perfect! I`m soo happy i`ve met all e nice girls in my company. They`re forever oh so sweeet and co-operative. I might not be a good office staff but for sure i`m oways there for my girls; guildin em if i sees em struggling and teaches em wateva stuffs i noe. Coz we all learnt frm mistakes.:)
I simply missess e old staffs sooo much. (Like michelle,pretty joyce,charlene,wendie,xinmin,yvonne etc) They did a good job for miee whn they`re stil workin previously.
*grinnin so happily*
Not to forget AMY made my day today! I was teachin her sum stuffs and bcoz she`s a new staff, i`ve not seen her in person before n i`ve to train n reteach wateva stuffs she is unaware of. After tat, e conversation turns up to be like tat.
(In chinese dialect)
Amy: I`ve not seen you in person before. U cum down shop n visit me leh and i want to see your face. Are u a Singaporean?!
Me: (surprised expression) yes yes. I`m. why u asked me tis?!
Amy: (she started grinnin) I loves to tok to you! Your explaination`s oways very sharp n clear. I understand wateva u xplain to mi. You`re patience at e same time too.
Amy: (Den in English dialect) so loudly on e fone. I LIKE YOU!
Me: *blushed* i was so shocked for words n i went humble. It`s ok. Office staff should oways help sales staff. It`s part of my job too. I`m workin for e company.
Amy: (Laughing awy on e fone) It`s true it`s true.
Amy: (Before puttin down her call, she went........) u must cum down n look 4 miee whn u pass by IMM. I want to treat u eat.
Me: *grinnin awy happily again* HAHA. it`s ok. u did your part n complete my tings perfect; avoid common errors i`m happy.
Amy: Laughin awy
(So........ 10 sec later, our conversation ended like tat after sayin goodbye)
This`s perhaps why i sae i lovess workin at Dano. The staffs`re so sweeet and adorable n i juz couldn`t resist stayin workin for tis company and just can`t bear to lovess em more.:)
It`s goin to 3am n i`m nt asleep yet though i`ve signed out of MSN. goodnesss.
Aren`t we closed as always?! One of my bestest friend oways.:)

2:55 AM
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Wednesday, April 4
Who says boy-friend and girl-friend muz b closed whn u`re attached?! Who says friends muz meet up w each other almost/or everyday juz to keep our friendship goin?!
Like ages since we met up, we`re stil as closed as we used to be........ That day was his treat.:) Felt soo bad about it.:)

We used to b super closed in e past.:) How i missed those days........
We`re like best friends, like brother and sister and other friends just lovesss callin us lovebirds n sweethearts. LOL.

Yesterday was a HAPPY TUESDAY. I saw my sweetest JG n beloved girls! Was feelin so high n crazy. They oways make my day soo sweeet. I can`t wait for e surprisesss. Countin down down down........ heheheee
Not to forget, i saw karen on coincidence ytd. Double happinesss.:) I really missesss her like crazy. Stil rmbed those happy days, oh my.:) Because i lovesss surprisesss so much, she lovesss givin me sweet surprisesss. And those days she made tarts and bought egg rolls etc for mieee and brought down juz to pass these stuffs to miee. I stil rmbed one day she bought awesome yummy delicious slices of cake for miee to eat and brought down to e office to pass it to mi whn i`m nt even ard. Stil feel v gulity to mention
it out even til now.:(
And and.
Wendy: Super touched n happy whn i saw tat entry u wrote.:) I promised to be there for you oways.:) I`m so happy tat u and adrian`re like lovin lovebirds now. heeee. misssesss*
Maybeline: I noe u`ll see tis. Cry out loud`ll make you feel better. I dun wanna ask you why. Smilin is my best medicine after I cried. So it MUST applies to you too! Remember tis! I can`t wait til Sat to meet up wyou!:) lovess
Mingyu: Congrats on your best results. I`m really soo happy for you. Hopefully u`ll get into your desired course n school as well. I mean you will and not hopefully.(: yes yes, seeyou on Sat! lovess.
Huizhen: I`m soo sorrry. kept changin dates w you. Next week`s set. No more changin of dates. Gonna sms JH and Mark later. wil sms u asap once they reply. I misssyou.:)
Gonna mit up w pretty Christine nx week or nx nx weeek. Date`s not confirmed yet. Waitin for kris n Jason reply. But for sure, we`re meetin up finally.:)

Last but not least:
HF atrium nx Mon. A little sad coz i nid to wake up super early to help out w e set up yet at e same time, i`m soo lookin forward to it. why?! it`s a secret. HAHA.
STD atrium nx Sun. Right after HF.:( was pretty annoyed upon hearin tis new. Gonna burn midnight oil on tt day too. Albert`s lookin forward to it bcoz we`ll haf party durin midnite after e set up. And he just lovess it sooo.
LOL

10:30 PM
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Sunday, April 1
HAPPY APRIL FOOL!
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY NZ! (31ST March)

My dearest cousin.:) Super awesome girl of mine. Lovesss her straight forwardness and strong determination. Super crazy girl yet brought lots of funs n happiness to all e pple ard her. With you ard, laughters fills e air.:) Work hard in year three. Always stay crazy, young and pretty. I missesss goin out wyou n get high n crazy together. Laughed on e streets where u`ll see lots of pairs of eyes lookin at us. LOL. Let`s mit up once before your holidays ends k.:)


Loveya oways.:)


And yes, enjoy your stay at HK chiman. The friend who stayed a block awy frm mi yet we dun see each other on coincidence recently. How sad?! He`s so lucky! Havin a long holiday term break now n he`s flyin
over to HK tml (2nd april) for 4 mths. It`s a MUST to mit up once u`re back! Initially wanted to mit up w him n yy together last mth.:(
missesss lots! Bon Voyage.:)
Wil b attendin someone`s weddin dinner tonight! *grinsss*

2:15 PM
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