Weird to say, there's too much on my mind now.
An overwhelming influx of information that it
sort of engulfed my senses with it.
Although there isn`t much personal time
left given the schedule now,
yet every minute and every second,
that omnipresent one seems to be on my mind.
I've been feeeling helpless and lost with my own emotions.
................... that i don`t know what to do with them anymore.
Things seems so simple yet so difficult to settle.
I`m so confused with the whole string
of thoughts running in my mind.
................ that i`m unwillingly to think anymore.
You're still the air i breathe.
Feelings still exist strongly.
I know promises're not forever.
But somehow i wish to believe in the subtle illusion it's.
I wish to believe in you
Wish to believe all's true.
But harsh reality always dashes one dreams.
When you break the new in a beautiful weekday,
I was totally lost of words to say to you.
Thoughts of it happening just hurts me like crazy.
When you ask me whether if it's you.
I answer it's not.
Actually it's not true.
I dare not be true to you.
You meant so much to me.
Deep inside, i really think of you like crazy.
I really love you.
11:58 PM
gimme kisses
