I broke into bitter tears again.
I know i know i know i`m such a crybaby.
Silly silly me.
I juz cant control e emotions in me.
A friend called at work and we chatted....
While chatting, i teared.
I believed this friend called n tried to make me feeel less-down but ironically. i wasnt feeeling this way.
Life've been really super down.
I've tried to look onto e bright side of life.
trying to move on n think less.
................... but... but .. but.. but... but......................
Message for someone:
Actuallly i`ve many things to ask you.
Lots of questions've been flashing into
my mind waiting for you to answer.
I dreamt and think of you too.
All e happy n sweet memories with you.
You know how much i misses your smile.
That one n only smile i`ve been dying to see wheneva i seeyou.
You know how much i want to text you
everyday, every night tellling you that i loveyou?
Asking how do you feel today?
What've u eaten for breakfast, lunch n dinner?
Where've u gone to today?
How's work n studies today?
Any unhappiness incident happened?
If there's, i really wish to be there to gv u a warm hug.
I've so much so much things to ask you
and chatted with you face to face.
But wheneva i took my phone. I changed my mind again.
Then i will start to look at every single texts u sent me.
I can`t bear to delete it too.
That day after you broke e new to me,
I`ve been running awy from e reality.
I don`t know if u`ve sensed that...
Now i`m going to tell you....
U're still someone special in my heart i really realllly
DOTES, LOVES n TREASURES e most.
I really hope u'll just pop by to see what i wrote here.
Although i knw it's really impossible to turn back time now.
At least you get to see n know how i feel in my real heart.
I miss you.....................
12:01 AM
gimme kisses
