The date is confirmed.
I have got no choice now.
I need to go for it.
I am super scared and worried.
I am afraid to see the sight of needles poking my body.
I hate to see myself lying in bed feeling weak.
I hate to see myself tearing every night before i goes to bed
and every morning i wake up.
I have no idea what i can do anymore.
Pray pray pray.
Will i be put to sleep and aftermath, i can't wake up?
Will you miss me if suddenly i`m gone forever?
........... I do. I really do.
11:45 PM
gimme kisses
