Listening to my MP3; the songs made me ponder.
Especially for long journeys, i would have plenty of time to pay careful attention to the lyrics.
They relate really well to life experiences, and make me sink into the DEEPEST thoughts.
Thinking of the happiest and melancholic moments of life.
It's not totally bad to think of those moments;
cause to me,
being emotional doesn`t necessarily spells bad.
Being emotional just means giving myself time
to think deeper and clearer
and maybe looking at things in a bigger picture.
It's all about giving myself my own space, to have
some undisrupted thoughts.
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I really misses her!
I misses her voice and phonecalls when she`ll call us everyday without fails to ensure that we're doing fine.
I misses her cooking.
I misses going supermarket with her to buy her favourite chicken and roasted ducks back home.
I misses accompanying her to the chinese garden for a stroll or botanic garden with her to see
her favourite pretty flowers and plants.
I misses bringing her out to anywhere wheneva i`m free.
To hold her hand tight and never let go.
I misses her wheneva she calls and tells me she misses us and we will ask her to come over our house to stayover.
I misses her calling me 'silly' in hokkien.
In short, I misses every tweeny little bit and
all the happy and sad moments with her.
:(
My lovely grandmother.
Those nights when we teared so much til we have
no more tears left on the last day.
Sad to say, that was the last time we see her smile so happily.
This day spells her most important and happiest day in her whole life.
At least she gets to see it coz all e while; it was her wish, her dream to see both of them getting married.
Upon writing this entry, my tear rolled down my cheek again. :(
Grandma i reallly misses you alot!
12:44 AM
gimme kisses
