What and where will you be after 5 yrs or more later?!
Have you guys thought about it? Often i oways sae take things one at a time. Take things easy since i`m young. I tink i`m oni confrontin myself for saein tat. A quarter of 2007 wil be over in 2 weeks time. How time flies........
I lovess havin lunch with Calvin bcoz he`s a great entertainer.:) Other den tat, we can share watever stuffs (be it life,work,funs,love,sickness etc). In short would be everyting durin our breaks.:) So whn we`re tokin abt our future and where our future lies or wat we gonna be after so-so years these few days, many tings crossed my mind once again.
Just whn he (shouted out loud) and sae tat ' SHIT! i tink i`m stil stuck in life! Then we looked at each other.(silence) I tink i feels like tat sumtimes too. In life is meant abt havin funs and being serious. Someone said tis to miee,at tis age,if u dun wanna haf fun now, wil u tink tat u can haf it after 10years?! It`s true to a certain extent. However, i`ll go at tis age if u tink abt havin fun n not to be serious, wil u REGRET whn u looked back after 10years?! I`m so worried whn u see many pple outside`re workin hard for it n i`m sumhow stucked here.:(
I noe wat i`m doin now. I noe y i chose to work in tis company in e 1st place. yes, it`s going to be a year soon! cheers.:) Though i`ve already came out w a long list of plans wat i gonna be or do every single month tis year,i stil feel so doubtful abt it. I noe it`s very difficult to follow exactly wat i plan now as we might not noe sumting`ll crop up in e middle.
Now i`ve got plan A, B and C currently. Hopefully there`ll be more so tat i can haf more decisions to choose from.:) And now, i tink i`ve got a better job opportunity which is equal to (plan C). Sumhow i wished tat my parents`re supportive. Yes, one reason they disagree is bcoz they`re afraid tat i`ll get cheated or sumting? Another reason`s bcoz they stil tink tat i`m not independant enough(worried?). i noe how they feels for miee whn i actually voice out n tok to em abt it.:) Sometimes i felt tat i`ve already made up my decision, i should really go for it. But whn u put one parents n tis together in one shoe,u`ve to choose sumting tat u feels it`s MORE IMPORTANT for others' sake. Sacrifing is wat i mean.
Actually, plannin`ll forever be planning. It`s so true whn no matter how long your list of plans are, if u nv ACT, it`ll stil bounce back to square one again. I guess i`ll be in a different life within 3 mths if plan C failed.:)
Wat do you think?!
11:51 PM
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