MyDirtyLittleDarkSecrets And My JuicyLavishAndFlourishingLife

Tuesday, November 28

Today is Tues. Dec approachin in two days time.:) can`t wait. heeee.

Out w maybeline to bugis n cwp after work last Sat.:) Went to creative crazy warehse sales in e evenin as well. haha. Without second thoughts, we bought an mp3 player each.(on impulse?) It`s aren`t expensive too. About 6pm, went over to her place to load all e songs n vice versa through her laptop. Many thanks. lovess.:) Sunday is a family day for miee.:D
Dinner w a frendx ytd.:D heee. I apologised for not attendin e ice-skatin gatherin w my beloved girls n guys today.:(

The Working Society.

Year 2007 arrivin in 33 days time. Seen lots of different types of pple outside n i`ve made many more frendx compared to school days. Sumtimes, i really lovess to mix w pple older den miee. Since they lived in e world longer den us, they noe alot of stuffs more den us. I noe tis sentence might not be true, or should i sae we learnt n correct each other.:D

So within these 2 yrs or plus or so, other den takin private last year, n oso i`ve been workin in e retail firm or engineerin firm/designin firm. There`re good n bad pple ard us. So i`ve made alot of new frendx. I`ve gained lots of experiences too.:)They might not b my life-long frendx but we tried to adoress each other to e fullest. <3

I rmbed i enjoyed workin in retail two years back. One of my happiest moments in my life so far. Misses my customers who never stops compliments miee. haha. I used to b so chatty at work back den. And whneva i was transferred to another outlet to help out for one day etc, i rmbed e customers who dropped by`ll ask where haf i gone to? lol. I used to buy lots of strawberry cheese cake frm an auntie back den. She oways drop by my outlet n buy clothes frm miee. Everytime she saw miee, "she would smile at miee n sae;' strawberrrryyy cheeseeeee.' haha. So cute. She oways charge miee those cakes for as low as (more den 50% off) or even free of charge per piece. omggg. And another auntie whneva she drops by she`ll definitely buys roti mum for miee to eat n she never fails to buy a top frm miee. And e list goes on.<3

Not forgettin e lovess frm my frendx all these while. You guys noe who u`re.<3

Mission accomplished.:) I decorated two christmas tree ytd. In fact, all of em`re happy abt it.:) I was so crazy n super high these two days at work. The christmas soft bears n goodies bags for e customers`re here!:) Saw many new tops n dresses for tis christmas season as well. grins.

I was smilin and grining from ear to ear whn i boarded e bus these few days. Happiee memories flooded into my mind. Imagine i was on e bus listenin to yes93.3, suddenly i kept smilin to myself. So inorder not to let passengers tink tat i`m retarded, immediately i took out my hp, go to my inbox; pretended to read my inbox messages n pretended to reply a frendx back. haha. yes, of course. it turns up to b e opposite. missing you.<3

Oh yes, I`ve many activities planned on Dec too. I thought of meetin up w all my frendx bfore a new year starts. So i guess i`ll b callin up as many pple to join in e gatherings n outings. And oso sum frendx of mine haf planned sum surprises next mth.:) Far too excited for words.
hehe

8:54 PM
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Friday, November 24

I`m happy. I received lots of kisses, surprises, gifts and lovess tis week.:)

Things turns up all else tat ends well tis week. That includes work too.:) I`ve been out mitin up w frendx after work since Monday. Lovess my beloved girls soo much.:D They`re e ones who never stop givin miee surprises, makin miee happy. It`s super funny whn whneva i`m down, all of em`ll send miee a surprise msg/cute mms askin miee to cheer up, drop by at my workplace havin lunch w miee n even bought sweet chocolates for miee. Wat makes mi happy is tat i dun even noe they came out w all these surprises. oh my goodness. i`m so touched.(;

Work gettin busier since November. Super happenin workin in e office as retail. Christmas sales`s on. I`m so excited. I duno why. Next will be new year. Buyin christmas decorations, jingle bells, snows etc to decorate all e outlets. And all e staffs haf to wear those christmas hats? LOLS. But at least tings turns out well at work after e incident happened. We`re back to adores each other once again.;) We chatted happily n she changed her attitude. I`m so happy n so`re e rest too.:D Pple changes. But am glad that her attitude changed frm worse to good.:) heee

Gladys went to hongkong last week. As usual, she bought foods n gifts for miee.:) I received a correction tape which turns up to look like a chocolate frm her. I called it the 'Chocolate Correction Tape.' e shape look unique. I like it. so sweet of her though.:) lovess

Watched 'The Guardian' tat day. nice movie.:D super touchin at e same time too.:)

I lovess guys who noes how to drive. hahaha.:D Night rides is oways very romantic. Lovess e sky at nite too. Though e plan failed last sat,(stil feels sad to tok abt it. it`s over. adoress her <3)but i stil managed to mit up w tt frendx. I`m e first he drives miee out after he got his licence.:)
Parked his car at sum nearby park. chatted for an hour or so. really treasuresss him so.<3
And oh yes, brought back sum happiness memories at e same time too.:)

On Wed, a frendx smsed miee nearly midnite. He says he`s hungry n forced miee nt to slp early. hahaha. And i can`t go out late at nite after i reached home. I`m happy tat i`ve a lovin parents. <3 And so we went to bukit gombak(e famous roti prate stall tat was advertised on tv) to eat prata. LOLS. I din eat much too. Reached home at 2plus. Slept at 3am. Woke up at abt 7am e next morning. Wat an exhaustin day.:(

Finally i met up w one of my special frendx.:) i`m so super duper happy. the minute she saw mi, she cried. lol. den i asked her why. she sae she misses miee like crazy n haf nt been seein miee for like ages. And so she cried. oh my goodness. shocked n touched.:D haha lovesss. And of course, kelvin i misses you too. how could i 4get you? heee. we mitin up nx mth. bt i`ll let u missesss mi more bfore we gathered up. haha:D

And yes, finally i so gonna make myself busy on Dec. i so gonna plan sumting next mth too. Never felt so excited like tat bfore but i hope Dec`ll be a happy mth for miee.:)

11:30 PM
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Monday, November 20

It`s 1am now. Thus gonna blog a long entry before i sleep.

The First Experience To Club Momo

Sat`s night was e worst day in my entire life. From e very first day i noe her, landed in e same sec. sch. 6 years of frendship since year 2001, we`ve been in e same class for 2 years thus i went to another stream durin sec. 3. But tat doesn`t meant tat our frendship wil fade. We never fails to get together durin recess time, after school or durin wkends; hangin out at nearby shoppin malls, bugis or town areas n etc even til now.

The funniest ting`s tat we`re rather closed frendx but we seldom shared our so called 'private life' at all. Once we`ve little conflicts in sch before makes our frendship stronger? Seldom she shares her relationship stuffs w us or neither we noe abt it. yes, i oni found out abt tis after she haf been w e opposite sex for sum time or she kept insistin she isn`t w tat person. ya, i understand tat everyone nids an open space for thier privacy stuffs too.:) i tink e day we went swimmin together makes our bonds even more stronger.

U noe whn pple`re sad? they would tel u they`re sad but they would never go into details. Whn u`re a human being, i dun believe you`re born happy all e time. I believed all of us haf emotions too. ya, 'i noe e first ting we would ask e opposite party is to cheer up. dun broad over it animore.' But we`re nt born to look alike, tinks alike etc. Even twins haf different minds, goals n etc. But tt`s our first reaction. Of course we would ask e opposite party e reasons why bt in sum circumstances, if a frendx trusted you, they would share w you bfore u asked em back. I`m nt selfish. tis`s how i feels sumtimes.

So back to wat happened. If i knew tat she`s goin off earlier, i would rather not gathered up. Initially, i already tot of 18nov; 'it`s her day'. If e plans`s a very last min decision, i tink she muz haf tel us bforehand too. I dun mind if a frendx`s goin for BGR stuffs or wat so ever. Ya. i noe i`m silly. silly. I cried e moment i reached home. I`m not emotional bt i`m disappointed. Wat`s e point of bein secretive n landed not only a party sad bt it`s more den one.

A frendx of mine juz got his licence. So whn i knew tat we`re usin Sat to celebrate her so called birthday, i planned one more surprise stuff for her. In e very first place, I asked tat frendx of mine to meet me at abt 2am, asked him to drive we girls to a place for sum bdae surprise stuff for her again. The moment we meet n i realised she haf to go off earlier, i immediately smsed my frendx to stop all these. Why muz i tink of these stuffs to make a frendx happy? I`m nt frustrated whn she did not do tt to miee on my bdae. In my previous entry, I did sae tat i would see circumstances n i prefer givin.

I duno how long`ll our frendship last. For i treasured tis frendship n adoress tis frendship soo much. But wat i got back were lots of disappointments n sadness. I mean we`re 18 now. I couldn`t noe wat`ll happen to us in 5 years time. We might go on separate ways, busy w careers, gettin married n haf a baby child n etc. Life`s so unpredictable. We might lose in touch n went to a far far awy place. ya, i noe you`ll sae i`ve so much of wild imaginations bt i can`t help it. Bcoz to me, i lovess to treasure pple ard miee, for i`m soo afraid to lose all of you n never haf a chance to say i loveyou guys back again.

Stil i`m happy tat i stil`ve frendx who`re there for miee today(19 nov) n makin my day back to sunshine again.
I can`t wait til Dec to arrive too. :)

1:45 AM
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Saturday, November 18

Everytime whn i lovess n treasuress sumone to the fullest in my means without askin tat for return, sumtimes pple take it for granted. 'Too much!' yup. Sumhow or rather, i wondered why i noe of such pple in my life? I admit tat i prefer givin. Many a times, if u treated someone nicely but u fails to get back(or abt) e same ting in return, i would rather stopped givin. I don`t mean tat sumone muz treat u back e same ting everytime. But imagine whn you did tat to a person whom u cherish; more den 3times n u nv even get back once in return(n you dun even noe e person treasured you in thier hearts though words`re spllied out frm thier mouth), how would u feels? Said is easier den done. Actions muz be done. Moral of these: please spare a thought for others too.;)

Happy.:) It`s maybeline sweeet 18th bdae ytd.(17 Nov) Met up w neng n junkeat after work. Took a bus to clementi; ordered cake n jk insisted to play pool at recreation centre. LOLS. played an hour n proceed to KFC. They`ve thier dinner while i bought drink only. chilled out til 0945pm. Went to get maybelinee`s cake. Reached tamah jurong at abt 1045pm? Met geok at e bustop. Went derek`s hse first n waited for maybeline at her hse after tat. The clock strucked 12midnite. She isn`t back home yet. And 15 mins lata, she reached. n here goes e bdae surprises.grins:)

Decided to take e last bus home bt it`s late. It`s 1am plus whn we left her hse. Waited for more den 15mins bt there`s no bus in sight. So, four of us decided to share cab fares back home n derek walked back home. Sweet neng sent mi home to my block downstairs.:) haha. Home sweet home at 2am.

Club momo tonight. grins.:)

4:18 PM
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Monday, November 13

It`s sad whn you did your part but was not appreciated. I`m happy tat for only one out of the majority feels tis way, yet e rest of the peeps understand.:) I went home tat day w a gloomy, sad face. A frendx smsed miee tt day n i complaint everyting to him. haha. He listens to miee n cheers miee up at e same time. heee. haha<3

And not forgettin my darling girls; maybeline, mingyu n kl who noes abt tis story as well. Thanks ya girls for bein there. Lovess ya girls.:D

I met up w a frendx last Sat afternoon. We went to a few places. Met at Je. Went bugis to citylink to marina. lovess. Glad to haf such true frendx ard you. We`re fated to b frendx in e very first place too. I`m feelin so much better now. I loveyou.:)

The first day we bcame frendx. The times whn we sit so closed together. The conversations n e stuffs we shared. The days we were teased by lots of frendx. We wouldn`t mind at all coz we knew they dun take those stuffs seriously. The laughters we shared. The funniest tings u did. haha. I laughed. The way u smiled. We lost in touch for a short time coz we were so busy w our own lifes back den. But i rmbed i oways met u on coincidence outside. Then we met up one day. You`ve changed. I see e changes in you. Lookin macho n yes, more serious. I lovess chattin w you whn e sun rise til e sun set. Or rather frm sun set til e sun rise. Especially there`s oni two of us.:D I was elated. The day we chatted on e fone in e wee hours. I rmbed. The messages i received frm you at night. So sweet. The day u felt sad. I lovess comfortin n encouragin you. Coz i wanna see u smile. I missyou n i really do.:)

7:43 PM
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Wednesday, November 8

Happieee Birthday wk. I stil rmbed tis date.:D

Life haf been pretty bad to worst again. Wat`s wrong w pple nwadays? Talked and spilled out words without secound thoughts. Though i guess they`ve no intention but they never noe how`s hurtling those words are. I`m tryin to do my part to co-operate w u girls as well, givin out suggestions and etc, but i tink wat i`ve gt in return are a real big disappointment. And i dun understand y human being gets jealous easily? Neither u`ll lose credits or benefits if u allow the opposite party to noe more. Wat`s wrong if we wanna ask more and clarify our doubts? Dun we learn frm one another and we correct each other? Enough is enough.

And oh yes, i made a new frendx on Monday. grins. And i`m so super happy? U noe seldom pple`ll get high if they juz know e person or juz see e person for e very first time. But tis frendx smiles widely and jumps upon seein miee. LOLS. Though i got a shock whn i sees tat coz i might tink tt tis person`s crazy. After a short conversation, i`m happy.:D

U noe pple who learns fashion designs`re real hot. goodness. They`ve tis very 'unique' taste and wat comes into thier mind`re stuffs tat we might not tink of.:D

11:46 PM
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whn clouds hide e sun and the skies turned grey,i`m glad the baby makes my day.:)

11:43 PM
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Friday, November 3

Beloved girls met up finally=) It`s been sum time since we gathered up. Lovely girls waited for miee for nearly an hour to end work. haha. We went to pizza hut to eat. Managed to gobble up all e foods tat we ordered. LOLS. We chatted n we`ve endless conversations to share with each other. Glad tat they`re doin on fine now. Stil as cheerful and as crazy.:D

Walked and shopped ard sum retail shops. Lili bought a top and it`s really looks nice on her. quite expensive though. Imagine juz a simple top costs over thirty dollars? After tat, accompanied Bx to get sum stuffs. It`s late and both girls suggested to take cab home. LOLS. They insisted i should join em as well. hahaha. In a no way out situation, i agreed. Thanks for their cab treats. They dun wanna miee pay e fares la. <3

Bbq, niteouts, or mayb chalets etc w em soon as well=) Misses e guys too. kk, kelvin, xg etc. We used to be super duper closed back den.=) How much i misses them. How much i lovess em. The funs, laughters, teasin, party etc we used to haf. I`ll miss and i`ll remember. =)) No words can express how impt they`re to miee.

heehee.

Shop outlet meetin held ytd. and whn i saw aileng for e very first time, she looks so different frm her passport foto. she`s soo super pretty=) Her eyes can really talk. LOLS. Many promotions would be held frm now til cny. am so excited though. especially midnite sales. And there`s a fashion show held at STD. Stil on discussion currently. wow. Models, catwalk, Mc introduction etc. grins. First hands on experience.:D

Went to a place today.:D Took passport foto at sum photo shop as well=)

I really can`t wait to seeyou once again.:D So near yet so far. Will you feel e same like i do?

Beloved girls=)

(We`re taurus and we`re born on May)

Frends come and go.=) they`re e ones who`ll be there for miee; be it sunshine or rain.

smile:D

11:58 PM
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