MyDirtyLittleDarkSecrets And My JuicyLavishAndFlourishingLife

Monday, October 30

Finally met up w my HT pals last friday. Stil rmbed i used to hang out w those pals often. Nites- outs, gatherin or even suppers after work. We used to share everytings; our ups n downs, failures n success, happy n sad stuffs wif each other. One by one, we left e company and everyone of us`s busy w our own lifes again. But at least we stil keep in touch w each other.=)

As usual, e girls are late. Super sorry guys=) Though oni few peeps turned up tis time, hence we dun intended to postfone tis date neither. Had dinner w grace, peile, jinghao n mark at IMM. We chose tis venue as all of us stayed at around west area n secondly, of course we`ve more time for chattin sessions.:D Chilled out at JE after dinner as well.=) And not forgettin mark who accompanied miee to wait for bus. loveyou guys. Saw yueshun etc at IMM n ika w her bf at JE interchange on coincidence as well. lovess

And i do misses huizhen, ferlyn, kenneth,wk, ann, eileen n huimin=) haha. Super sad tt they were unable to make it due to sum reasons. And not forgettin kenneth hu smsed mi and replied miee w a very melancholic tone. He`s servin NS n he can`t book out tt day. Felt gulity coz i used to. quite embarrassed to sae it out here but he`s a nice frendx of mine hu really never failed to care for miee. No worries, i believed we`ll meet up w each other soon=) hee

Went to vivo city w maybeline last Sat evenin. The biggest shoppin centre in S`pore. The view`s nice. Super romantic.:D heee. Ate mac for dinner. Went to find yikqi at e same time as well.:)))) Can`t believed we saw her again on coincidence w her sis. So took bus 30 back to tamah jurong. Thought it`s oni a few hours of outing w maybeline. Thus it turned up to b a long day for miee. Met derek at mac after tat. Long chattin sessions. lovess. I really lovess chillin out w frendx. We shared lots of stuffs and even goes to e extent of death. Life`s so unpredictable. So let`s treasure everyone ard us n lived life to e fullest please.:)))

Went over to derek hse at abt 3plus in e mornin. Felt weary at tt time bt i stil managed to stay up w em til abt 6am in e mornin. We chatted and we shared lots of stuffs. Even through chattin, time passes so quickly. Took bus 98 and home sweet home at 7am. Bathed n slept at 8am. goodness.

I misses you. Coz i lovess you so. I`m so afraid to fall. One wish: if i could, i would wan you to b HAPPY n see your teeth whn you SMILE. Your really awesome. I`ve never felt so crazy for you but i wan you noe: all because YOU ARE SPECIAL.=)

Oh yes, Kris bdae falls tml. grins. :D

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Tuesday, October 24

A true frendx saes tis; ' I lovess you. Wil oways be there for you! Promise and no lies.' And the opposite party replied; 'Yes, i lovess you and i lovess you more den you do. Be it sunshine or rain, i`ll oways be there for you.' hee. :D And i really lovess such frendx la. I mean pple oways saes tat, bt sumhow it`s oways easier to sae than done. But such frendx do exist. They sae it and they meant it. Wat`s a frendx for?! Other den our family members; be it parents, slibings, aunties, uncles, cousins and etc, frendx play a big part in our life too. They`re e ones we turn to, through ups and downs, thick and thin, sunshine or rain, tears and laughters and tis`s y we define it as 'frendx'. They bcame part and parcel of our life and we`re juz as closed like a family.

And yes, can you guys believed tis?! i keep hundreds of messages in my fone. And ninty percent of em were my frendx. Every day, I would at least receive one morning or good afternoon or missyou or gdnite or frendship messages or wat-so-ever nice messages. ( Sumtimes i wondered y my frendx`re juz like an owl. Coz i do receive messages at abt 3am,4am or even 5am in e mornin? goodness. ) So in a week, I would at least haf more den five nice messages sent by different frendx. Yes, I kept all these messages. Be it it`s written in eng or chinese. It`s saved in my inbox. This`s perhaps one reason why i`m so unwilling to transfer my sim card and buy a new fone to replace it etc. I`m so afraid sum messages i saved would be gone forever like tt. And i`ll start deleting one by one if my inbox`s full or if i c identical nice messages in my handfone. Mayb i`m silly as you guys may sae. But i tink it`s e little thoughts and messages tat counts everyday tt really makes my day. At least we`re remembered even we can`t meet up w each other often.=)

These nine words; 'Don`t Worry About Miee. You tkcare of yourself too.' makes my day today. This particular frendx oways care and concern peeps ard him. He`s nt used to if a frendx care for him more den he cares for us. I dun understand why. But he`s oways so strong and everytime, i tel him; 'I really wanna be like him'. But he oways asked miee nt to and BE MYSELF. Love our own self. If we dun started lovin our own self, we would not start lovin others too. So true so true. But in sum circumstances, i fell again and i hate myself so much so much.

I guess i gonna miss Friday again. But why friday?! Coz there`s a special reason bhind it too.=)

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Saturday, October 21

It`s nearly 1plus am nw. So to b exact it`s 21st Oct today. Slept at 3 plus am e day before. Woke up at 6 plus in e mornin. It`s a long and super tirin day ytd. But really super awesome day for miee as well. Took a day leave for ytd yet i stil nid to wake up early as well. It`s an important n special day for miee. =)

Went to SIM at abt 10am n i saw many peeps on coincidence. Saw yuanlin while i was on my way to SIM. Since SIM is a stop awy to NP, i saw ferlyn as well. So we boarded e same bus n landed on e same venue. Thanks for her help. =)

Went over to SP n i nearly lost my way in school. LOLS. Lucky neng ended his tutorial early n he guided miee. Wanna meet Huixian for lunch though. Next, Jiawei ended his first tutorial and had his break at 12 noon. So he came to look for us at abt 1230pm? So we decided to slack n chilled at SP bfore jiawei went for his 2nd part of tutorial at 3pm. Since SP welcum 'outsiders' into e school, so without 2nd thoughts, i decided to stay and follow em into thier internet resource room, study corner, basketball court, soccer court, the 6 different canteens in sch, business block and so on. The school is super big. Goodness. I rmbed goin there once and i lost my way. So e last hour, we decided to move on to e stadium where the weather is so coolin at tt point of time; chatted and vice versa. I just dun understand why we`ve so much stuffs to share about. Jiawei did sum 'magic'. LOLS. super hilarious and we luffed our asses off. =)

I feel so bad too. I made em sweat like hell and we moved n walked from one distance to another bfore we really settled down. hahaha. Reason bein why i took leave`s bcoz i haf sumting impt to attend to. I really lovess em so much today. The helps n advises they give is definitely worth a million reasons tellin em y i shouldn`t stopped lovin em more.=) Neng went to mit his frendx after tt and sweet jiawei accompanied miee to walk out frm e stadium to where i landed whn i reached SP bfore he went back to e library to complete his last assignment and took his bag to attend e 3pm lesson. Bfore tt, Huixian left earlier. I really lovesss you guys! :D

Next, i went down to YCK n tot i would be seein sumone on coincidence as well. hahaha. =) In e end, NO. So took MRT n went to JP in e late evenin. Super surprised. Guess wat? Darren saw miee on coincidence. And i was so shocked upon see-in him. Young papa now. His child is 2mths old currently. OMG.

Went over to my outlet and popular to purchase sum stuffs. Saw a frendx who worked at BSN currently. =)

Spend alot of money on transportation today. Top up $50 tt day and i tink there`s not much value left in my ezlink card.=((

Oh ya. Watched midnite movie tt day as well. LOLS. Rob b hood is nice. E baby 'sucked' Jacky`s nipple. LOLS.

And yes. We meet up finally.=) I really lovess 'bickerin' w you. I`m surprised u have such a strong memory where u rmbed our past days. Finally i can get to see your charmin smile and i could hear your voice. Your eyes tat can talk. lovess

Ex HT peeps cum gatherin nx fri nite! cool.

Happy Deepavali.:D

2:01 AM
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Friday, October 13

First and foremost:

Happiee Friday the 13th.

Happiee Sweet 18th Bdae Houwei. (13 Oct)

Happiee Sweet 18th Bdae Samantha.(13th Oct)

Few years ago,(durin pri.sch days) i rmbed i was invited to Samantha hse to celebrate her bdae on tis date. Her celebration was held on Fri night though? It`s e Fri the 13th. she lived in Parc Oasis during tt time by e way. So my 'gang; miee, vic, vienna,yinchew, peg dymeline etc (we called ourself 'lesbian gang tt time. hahaha) gathered together first w other of my classmates. I guess there were other classes peeps as well?

We started off chattin, havin funs, played, screamed, cheers, sing, celebration and so on.

After abt 10pm i tink, we decided to play sum games. Before tt, we played w e lift.(seemed so childish though) The place was rather quiet and errie. I really forgot which storey she stayed in. Tat`s not important. Suddenly e lift reached 13th floor. It stopped. There were no sounds, no lights n no air. We screamed and yelled for help like nobody business. LOLS. There were like more den 10 of us in e lift. Super frightenin durin tt time. Banged n kicked e lift real hard. LOLS. Press the lift bell and so on. After 10 mins or so, it`s back to normal again. So we pressed 1st storey and we dared not take e lift after tat anymore. hahaha. I`ll never 4get tis day. =) Misses and lovess ya guys so much. :D

Happiee Bdae Joey.(14th Oct)

Celebrated her advanced bdae today. Super great day. They bought chocolate cake. Super sweet. goodness.

I gonna gained a few more kilo of fats again.=((

Wil b goin sumwhere else after work tml. And gonna mit a frendx in e evenin. Wanna passed sum stuffs. Might b goin town or bugis w sum frendx at nite? Wanna watch movies at e same time as well. heee

I really missya soo much. One more week to go. grins. heee. :D

11:32 PM
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Tuesday, October 10

Super duper unlucky day ytd! I dun tink anione could be so unlucky juz like miee. I dreaded myself to work. Took bus 183. Boarded e bus at 0835am. Within less den 5mins of e distance, e bus stopped. Problem w e brakes. So all e passengers were asked to alight frm there and walked to e bus interchange to wait for the next bus. So e next bus arrived at 0850am. goodness. i started work at 0900am. By den it`s already 9plus whn i arrived at the office. I was late!
Another incident happened in e afternoon. I was doin my work halfway, so the outlet staff called. Den was tellin the staffs wat to do and etc. Thought it would oni take like less den 3 mins on e fone, so i din save my stuffs. I was printin sum documents at e same time. Suddenly, e electricity cut- off . goodness. My document was printed halfway, fone was shut down, datas gone. wowww. finished. there`s no aircon, super dark, no lights and so on. The electricity comes back in 15mins time. All of us were like so pissed off, coz we haf to redo the whole ting again frm where we`ve stopped. So unlucky.=(

Aniwae. back to good news. there`s so many movies out now awaitin for miee to watch. so excited. grins.

:D Be it romantic, horrows or comedy. I really lovesss.

And yes, i really missssyouuuuu like crazy! whneva we meet up, i oways tel myself to spend every second, every minute and every hour w you wisely. For i oways keep all e happy moments in my heart, tis is why i called it; precious memories. you`re one of e awesome person i`ve ever met. your make mi laugh

everytime i`m w you. It`s e silliest ting that cracks miee up whneva i`m w you. In short, i really lovess you! muacks

heeee. :D

One and a half week more to go! :D

11:38 PM
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Sunday, October 8

I lovess all the pple ard miee. And i sooo misses frendx whom i`ve not been contactin or gathered up for ages. We used to be so closed and now we`re driftin apart. I wanna mit up w em soo badly. And yes, i misses em soo much. They used to be the ones who`s there for miee, showered miee w lots of cares n concern. And now as we grow older. Everyone is soo busy w their lifes, school, work, relationship and so on.

For the past one week, those frendx whom i`ve not seen for ages smsed miee. I`m so super duper happy la. grins. Some frendx even asked if i stil rmbed em. Of course i do. So we smsed n chatted abt wat`re we busy w currently and so on. Sumtymes, it`s really e little thoughts tat counts.

I soo misses kenneth as well. We used to be so closed in e past. The little jokes he used to share really makes my day better. So surprised whn i received his msg today. grins. He started off askin miee how`s life and so on. and asked if i`m surprised upon receivin his msg. hahaha. I`m on e ninth cloud la. We gonna mit up soon and since he`s servin NS now; we could only mit up either on fri or sat. lovess.

LL called mi ytd at about 8plus at nite. LOLS. But i was outside. She wanna go club but i couldn`t make it. she gonna read tis. Super sorry girl. It`s so last min la. heee. Find another day to mit up please.:D

Tml`s Mon. Monday blues again. Twelve more days to go. Can`t wait. And oso i really misses that special someone right now. Did i mention 3rd Oct is one of my happiest day as well? grins.

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Saturday, October 7

Happiee Mid-Autumn Festival Day! (6th Oct)

Happiee Sweeeet 18th Birthdaeee YikQi! (6 Oct)

(belated)

Tree- burnin at Indonesians and the haze made miee sick. Was so pissed off ytd as well. It`s mid autumn and i can`t see any moon.=(( So wat`s e point of celebratin whn there`s no moon at nite?

Awwww. it`s really sweet whn frends started sms-in wishin miee a happiee mid-autumn festival day ytd e minute e clock struck 12am sharp. And not 4gettin maybeline who wished miee at my tagboard. Really hope ya guys enjoyed tis day as well. =)

Was out for dinner e past three days. I saw chiman on coincidence. grins. Haven`t been see-in him for quite sumtime even though we lived a block awy frm each other. Actually he saw miee la. But i was usin my hp at tt time. So din really chat w him. Really hope he`s doin great.

heee. =)

Went swimmin w maybeline and wendy on Thurs. Was so relunctant to go initially. One: it`s been so many years eversince i went to e swimmin complex to swim. Did went to e complex (2 years ago i tink?) but i did not swim. Second: I seriously duno how to swim. Three: No swimmin suit. I misplaced puttin e old swimmin suit. It`s been so many years. I tink i`ve already thrown it awy.

In e end, hw could- i- not go whn they persuade for like e sun gonna rise and my ans is stil NO. hahaha Reached e complex, regretted goin at first whn i stepped into e pool. Was so afraid of bein drowned though e depth of water is way below my head. LOLS. i mean whn someone haf not been doin sumting regularly and etc, (as for miee la), i would lose confidence. After tt, i got better. Ya, they did overcome my fear la. grins. so we played slides and etc. Super fun though. heehee.

Swimmin can be dangerous at e same time. maybeline`s toe gt knocked into sumting. n her toe hurts. she can`t even walked properly after tt. =( Girl; see a doctor please.

Ate dinner after tt. Took bus 98 and home sweeeet home. Super borin day. Kelvin smsed miee asked miee out but JG not goin.

=( Might go for a haircut later. :D

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Monday, October 2

A brand new month. Oct is here.

Well, met up w wk ytd. I overslept. And i nearly 4got to sms him la. Passed him sum stuffs. And he`s flyin over to Japan for a week. Been ages since i met up w him. Whneva they planned a gatherin, it`s either i`m not free or i can`t make it.

I din join em for those gatherin stuffs for a few times le.

:((( Was so surprised whn he called miee e day bfore. And i was so busy at tt point of time. hahaha. Hopefully we`ll meet up again once he reached S`pore w grace etc. :D

Saw tis advertisment at e movie theatre. Jacky`s movie is here once again. Aren`t sure if it`s nice? I guess e biggest credit goes to tis baby la. XD

So cute isn`t it? Super duper cute. I wanna bring him home. :D

Sum peeps told miee tat 'Stay Alive' is nice as well. Super frightenin and super hilarious. awww. I wanna watch too. heehee.

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