Been goin through lots of downs n tears. Many things happened so suddenly for e past week. Many stuffs have been ponderin through on my mind. Cried for e past three days. It`s been a long long long time i really cried with immense sadness. Not unless i cried whn i feel happy. hahaha.
Forced myself to put up a smile on my face once i stepped out of my house every mornin. On the verge of breakin down. And because of my emotions, i quarrelled w my sis many many times once i reached home. Little little conflicts and arguments turned my house upside down. And for now, i chose not to tok to anyone and let myself cool down first. I noe it`s not gonna work whn i pretended nothin happened. Not gonna work if i kept ponderin and ponderin and actions not taken. I must do sumting abt it to improve the situation! =))
Well. human really faces with lots of challenges. Friends ard miee aren`t feelin great neither. Relationship problems,schools,family problems,work n etc. Tried all means n my very very best to console em through fone, messages, encouragin words n etc. People, cheer up please. Keep smilin. Don`t frown! Wil always be there for u guys.
Ya, it`s not gonna be easy. I understand how u guys feel. serious. And one ting i hate abt myself is, i lovess comforting peeps ard miee yet i failed to do tt to myself. =((
11:13 PM
gimme kisses
