MyDirtyLittleDarkSecrets And My JuicyLavishAndFlourishingLife

Sunday, April 30

Superwoman :)):))

Early in e mornin, i put breakfast at your table

and make sure tat your coffee has its sugar and cream.

Your eggs`re overeasy, your toast unlikely

all tat`s missin is your mornin kiss tat used to greet miee

Now you sae the juice is sour; it used to be so sweet

and i can`t help bt to wonder if you`re tokin abt miee.

We don`t talk e way we used to talk, it`s hurting so deep

I`ve gt my pride. i`ll nt cry bt it`s makin miee weak.

I`m not your SUPERWOMAN

I`m not e kind of girl tat you can let down

and thinks tt everyting`s okay

Boy, i`m only human

This girl needs more den occasional hugs

as a taken of love frm you to miee

I fought my way through the rush hour tryin to make it home;

Just ForYou

I want to make sure tt your dinner`ll be waitin ForYou

But whn you get there, you just tel miee you`re nt hungry at all

You sae you`d rather read the paper den you don`t want to talk

You like to tink tat i`m juz crazy whn i sae tat you`ve changed

I`m convinced I noe the problem, you don`t love miee e same

You`re juz goin through the motions and you`re not bein fair

I`ve gt my pride. I`ll not cry. Stil i can`t help but care.

I`m not your superwoman

The kind of girl tat you can let down

and thinks tat everyting`s okay

Boy i`m only human

This girl needs more den occasional hugs

as a token of love frm you to miee

(x2)

Ooohh. BABY

Look into the corners of your mind

I`ll always be there ForYou through good and bad times

but i can`t be the superwoman tat you want miee to be

I`ll give my everlasting love if you`ll return love to miee

I`m not your superwoman

I`m not the kind of girl tat you can let down

and thinks tat everyting`s okay

Boy i`m only human

This girl needs more den occasional hugs

as a token of love frm you to miee

Oh. If you feel it in your heart and you understands miee

Stop right where you`re, everybody sings along with miee

i`m not e kind of girl tat can treats you so sweeet

But You haf got to realise tat you haf got to be sweeter to miee

I`m not your superwoman

:D:D

1:15 AM
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Wednesday, April 26

Mistaken identity. And i felt tt i`m so weak in rmb-in pple names. especially pple workin in e same place whose name haf abt e same pronunciation(is tt e correct spelling?). Imagine in e same company, three different pple hu looked differently w total different characteristics whose names`s spelled as christine, christie and kristine respectively? oh my gdness. LOLS.

*stress* workload increased. n i noe hw`s e accounting system work. There`s lots to learn. Tryin hard to absorb wat was bein taught. Big and great experience 4 miee. simply adored kris. :)):))

Upcomin events cum birthdaee celebration.

*1st may- KF`s bdae

*3rd May- BX`s jiee bdae

*5th May-Christine`s bdae

*13th May-Dage`s bdae

*15th May-Lile`s jiee bdae

*25th May-SL`s bdae

omggg. *FAINTS*

9:09 PM
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Saturday, April 22

Don`t wanna lose YOU -Gloria Estefan

Sumtimes,it`s hard
To make tings clear
Or know whn to face e truth
And i noe e moment`s here

I`ll open my heart
And show you inside
My love has no pride
I feel with you i`ve gt nothing to hide

So open your eyes
And see who i am
And not who you want for mi to be
I`m only myself, myself

I don`t wanna lose you now
We`re gonna get through sumhow
Don`t wanna lose you now
Or ever
Baby, i`ve finally found
The courage to stand my ground
But if you want miee, i`ll b around
Forever

We all make mistakes
We all lose our way
But we`ve stood the test of time
And i hope that`s e way it`ll stay

It`s all up to you
To tell miee to go
' Cause it won`t be miee to walk away
Whn you`re all tat i noe
And i noe

Tat i don`t wanna lose you now
We`re gonna get through sumhow
I don`t wanna lose you now
Or ever, never
Baby, i`ve finally found
The courage to stand my ground
But if you want miee, i`ll b around
Forever, forever, yeah yeah

Don`t wanna lose you, lose you now
We`re gonna get through sumhow
Don`t wanna lose you now
Don`t wanna lose you, don`t wanna lose you

:)):))

9:07 PM
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Wednesday, April 19

I was readin a frendx`s blog and i came across tis. :)):))

Since s`pore is such a conservative society. dun be surprised. yup

http://colinandkero.blogspot.com

Distance makes my heart grow fonder. wat a crush? :D:D

10:59 PM
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Sunday, April 16

I sincerely appreciated old frendx hu sms-ed miee these daes askin miee hw well haf i been doin or how my life is despite e fact tt we looked as if we`ve nt met up for like million gazillion years. haha. Even tellin miee tt I AM MISSED. (really? *blush*) I`m really happy and touched tt they stil remembered miee or we`re remembered in everyway. :)):))

Met up w my colleagues for ktv sessions ytd. It`s a pity that many did nt turn up. Sum had dates. And yes, I did enjoy e company w em even though oni few turned up for e gatherin. We din intend to postpone to another dae again. Had our funs and vice versa. yup :)):))

I was readin my cousin`s blog and tis particular entry struck miee. Intended to share w u guys as i felt tt it`s really a very meaningful entry. My cousin went to e funeral on e 14th april. There was tis ger hu happened to b one of my little cousin`s classmate as well. she was oni 13 years old. She lived w her granny n of course, they`re v closed. she wasn`t feelin well one dae and her granny gave her $20 to consult a doctor. But this particular ger went to herbal shop to get sum tea n spend $5. She went home n told her granny tt she helped her saved $15.

She was admitted to e hospital whn my cousin saw her jumpin ard and playin like pri.sch kids e past weeks. Her chinese teacher said tt she was perfectly fine durin practise. She felt extremely sick and her granny sent her to e hospital. Brain Dead and her family had NO CHOICE bt to let her leave. :((

Moral of e story: Life is precious. Treasure please :)):)) we won`t noe wat`ll happen e nx moment,e nx dae,e nx week or etc. Cherish e pple ard us be it our loved ones; family n frendx or even hatred ones. :D:D

11:20 PM
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Thursday, April 13

hee. Everyting back to normal again. Finally could take a break tis week and starts busy nx week. Am really euphoric abt my accomplishment. phew. :)):))

Oh ya. Wendy bdae falls last week. HAPPIEE BDAEE gurliee. all e best in ya everlasting relationship. Stay pretty and happy each n everydae. keep in touch! :)):))

Met lots of peeps on coincidence recently. omgg. :D:D Great see-in em. And it`s like donkey years we hadn`t met up though we do keep in touch through msn and sms.

Saw kelvin n peeps on coincidence on Sat. FATE. LOLS.

Saw YM on coincidence on Mon. so shuai. xD LOLS

Saw michelle on coincidence on Tues. LOLS.

misses. xD

Met up w bx last fridaee. she`s so sweettt. LOLS. wait for miee for freakin two hrs juz to pass a pathetic stuff to miee. had dinner together after tt. muacks.

Been goin over to my cousin`s hse at nite as well. THANKS for thier help. hugs. :))

Met up w my sec. sch peeps on Tues. misses. It`s been sum time we hadn`t met up for gatherin and stuffs like tt. Partly due to; I`m busy and yes. if i`m nt? they`re busy due to schools and vice versa. Realised tt it`s yq bdae on tt dae. Happiee bdae to him. Had bbq gatherin. Saw lots of jvs peeps. hee. muacks.

Will be mitin up w my current colleagues for sum k-boxin gatherin tis Sat? Am so lookin 4ward to it. LOLS. Can`t wait to hear thier beautiful voices. kisses. It was so-called our 'farewell gatherin.' It had been postponed twice. freakin annoyed. Plz dun postponed it again. love ya guys lots. :)):))

1:01 PM
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Monday, April 3

one word, STRESS!

nv ever felt like tt again. recently, been tinkin of lotsa stuffs. Have no idea why? Felt melancholic and yes, STRESS! pple, cheer mi up plz. I really felt so useless again. Helpless. For e sake tt wateva i do, i can`t do it; nearly perfect! Failed once, i learnt. Failed twice, i learnt again n hope tt i won`t repeat e same mistake. And nw, failed thrice. wat happened to miee? huiyan, wake up plz. For you noe tt u gonna do it. For you noe tt you`ll stay strong. For u noe tt u`ll succeed. So, y are you givin up halfway? and haf u forgot abt tis? there`s oways SUNSHINE after the rain? :))

Nv felt so weak, so weak like tis again. :((

Saw andrew on e bus on coincidence todae. damn surprised.
Saw JY todae on coincidence as well? she was shocked. Fate? hee. :D:D

9:52 AM
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