Long Entry yes,yes. it`s gonna b a long entry up. Mani tings happened recently. Be it frendx and work. Seriously, i haf no idea how to start off with.
Basically,i`m stil busy w work n etc. and yes,makin decisions and plannin. So hard 4 miee to decide e right route, my future and everyting. Mani a times,after i made a decision, i was tinkin whether tis`ll work and vice versa. whether it benefits mi in one way or another. whether it helps mi to b a better person though. so inorder 4 mi to do tt, i could oni (1) TRY, (2) ABSORB as mani stuffs as i can, (3) PRACTISE and so (4) SOLUTION.
Workin`s exhaustin. Gainin experience`s FANTASTICALLY GREAT! Makin great colleagues at work made my dae too. Discussin sum stuffs w alex. My 1st tear rolled down my cheeks ytd infront of him. I do nt noe y i can`t control my emotion. Since young, i admit tt i`m emotional and sensitive at times. Grateful tt he discussed those stuffs w miee. at least i noe e truth, i do nt haf to hide.
Failure i`m such a failure. I failed to complete my tasks. i failed to b e best daughter in my parents`s eyes. I failed to do well 4 my Os and go 4 e courses tt i like. sigh. i really failed.
Wat has e world bcumin to? Murder case`s increasin. Cruel and frightenin. oh my goodness. Sum humans`re evil creature. i apologised to sae tt. In my own opinions, i guess humans haf to tink wise bfore they act.
Went to buy sum stuffs after work last week. wanna withdraw money at e same time. Was chased by a cat. simply so. it`s e 2nd time. bt tis`s worst. those screamin and yellin late at night. i walked one step, e cat followed one step. i run, it run. and i was wonderin; i din disturb e cat and i haf no idea why it chased mi. LOL. ridiculous. and ya. thx tt i escaped frm tis frightenin experience. A guy helped to chase e cat awy. there`s great pple ard isn`t it?
met up w my cousin last weekends too. she oways made my dae. retards. doin silly stuffs 2gether, sharin of conversation, givin great comments and etc. hw i missed those times whn we were young. Makin our own stalls and sellin our products. LOLs. playin those retarded and childish games. oways rmb tt whneva i got bullied, she overcum my fear and protected miee. seems like my elder sis. jie jie. touched. muacks.
BBQ-in gatherin w my ex. colleagues ytd. Thanks waikien and grace 4 makin tis bbq a successful and fantastic one. thx 4 thier efforts and etc. wakin up early juz to prepare those stuffs. thx Jinghao 4 cumin down after mani times of persuasion. thx huizhen and faizal respectively. though they couldn`t make it in e 1st place yet they stil make it a point to cum down. thx ann 4 e cake and e juice. never expect she`ll cum down too. simply touched. so touched. =))
Get to gather up w other frendx as well. Friends like eileen, peile, mark, huimin, chunlong, ariel, kelvin and vice versa. Makin other great frendx as well; Sam and a new kelvin. A pity tt ferlyn, michelle, iskanda etc etc couldn`t make it. sharin lots of stuffs. conversations, jokes and laughters. LOL.
Sharin of horrow stories at e top of forests? LOL. scare mi off w Sam lame shiet of act. LOL. yelled and screamed loudly. and it`s midnite tt time. nice weather ytd. coolin. great atmosphere. haha. those huggies and kisses. photo takin and etc. though sum of em missed out as they went back early ytd.
chatted and i`m so glad tt i could click off w em even though we gathered up once in awhile. miles apart bt our heart`ll oways united as one. LOL. wat a definition. tears rolled down ytd. LOL. i guess it`s e charcoal and e fire. n e humorous part`s tt, they consoled mi in one way or another. LOL. well, i enjoyed myself thoroughly. Reached home in e midnite. took e same cab w grace and kelvin. thx kelvin 4 his treats. Love u guys to bits to bits. more of these gatherin please? :)) :))
i wanna mit up w my sec. sch n pri.sch peeps soon. and ya. bt i`m so super duper busy. frendx; let`s gathered up and tok abt tis issue. LOL. misses my darlin gers. lynnie, vonne and wendie. my classmates in sch and vice versa. :))
